I still believe we can make it work, I still think that He will provide what I need in Perth. Be it a job, a visa, my parents' blessings, sponsorship, community. And even if I do come back to Singapore, similarly He will again provide just as how He did when I graduated. Why do I have such strong faith about this when it seems like there's a mountain in front of me? Why does God not let me let go? And it doesnit seem like I'm speaking out of emotions but from peace?

I still think that the only thing we have to do is to spend time together and really come back to each other. Alternatively, like Crystal suggested, take a week or two apart for a break and heal. Then come back to restart.

I still wish he makes the flight here to talk to me, even if it is to talk me out of it.