FAT + FAT = CHERYL

THERFORE, CHERYL = 2 FAT

in layman's term,

CHERYL IS TOO FAT.

I'm such a stupid and an ugly fool. Yuck.

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You know that fatso in the mirror in front of me?? HATE HER!

i read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923.
grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me.
he said
boy you might not understand
but a long long time ago,
grandma's daddy didnt like me none
but i loved your grandma so.


we had this crazy plan to meet
and run away together,
get married in the first town we came to
and live forever.
but near to the tree
where we were supposed to meet instead,
i found this letter
and this is what it said...

if you get there before i do,
dont give up on me.
i'll meet you when my chores are through,
i dont know how long i'll be.
but i'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see
and between now and then,
till i see you again,
i'll be loving you,
love me.

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thats the first half of this song but already, it can bring tears to my eyes. how lovely.

posting the next half soon. wait for it.

still got loads of homework to do. i need to sit down somewhere with no tv, no more distractions and no one to bother me. then i can at least lower the height of the pile. if not, people will keep adding to it.

oh man, God please please help me. give me discipline and motivation to really sit down, and do my work!!!!

i tell you what is hard to do. not conforming to the ways of the world.

in the past 1 year, i have seen friends changing their characters, to become more like their company. its so drastic that if i compare to only 2 years ago, i can put the world in between.

whatever.

i dont like tests and results. i dont like they way they see things, the way they react to things, the way they try to be the top, the way they try to do all their way, their way.

i admit my wrong. i realised i became like them. i got influenced by their character, i added in my own. its not a good mix i tell you.

it was my rebelious streak today and i out smarted and out talked the pe teacher. i even made fun of her. i apologised sacarstically and when she said i was not sincere, i bowed. that was how crap i was.

i dont have enough respect for her. yea, she is older, but by a year or two. thus the difficulty doing every little thing she said. but oh well. i guess she is trying her best.

luckily i realised my error fast and apologised during recess. whew. hope she doesnt have any hard feelings...

i just realised why i was so pissed today. the class got back the physics paper during assembly and i scored 25 out of 45. which is like just passed! ( thats not good by the way) and i was in quite i shock, trying to figure out where i went wrong, then when i found out some errors and wanted to scheck, the pe teacher called us to gather. naturally i was pissed. hello? pe is so much less important duh.

but all is over, hope the class doesnt remember it.

telling more about the class in the other one.