Be a bit stronger, hold it in til it's over.
Honestly, pretty sure I can find some place more comfortable for me a few steps back. I mean, where I am now is a good place, but I don't quite like it affecting everything else. Going back to being more like a waffle then spaghetti.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Monday, May 14, 2012
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Next day reply
It's almost like a scolding a father gives to his child when his child behaves immaturely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVQeAG2MYFs&feature=g-vrec
Don't know why this came up amongst the recommended videos on YouTube, and I honestly don't know why I clicked on it, cos it's not my habit to click on videos more than 20 minutes long.
Didn't know how it was relevant to me, but that's just the start. Don't know why I kept watching it without closing the window.
But when what I needed to hear came up, it was like BAM. God was knocking on my head. "Hellooooo, wake up your idea!"
James 5:17
Elijah was a man just like us.
Moses, David, Abraham, Paul, John and other men from the Bible. They were all just like us today, people around me, people like me.
There are people in our lives that are so much more talented, gifted, knowledgeable and these people can make you feel insecure.
Jeremiah 1:5
Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.
Ephesians 2:10
We are Christ's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
God planned all my activities before I was born. Everything I do is because He made me and wanted me to do that.
He designed me to do what I do, even before I was created, He planned me and designed me with a specific purpose.
The task is not something I should be afraid of, I was created to do it.
I was not made wrongly, there is no design flaw. God's the creator and He made me the way He intended to.
Don't focus on your insecurities. Don't say you can't do it, don't degrade yourself. Because He made you, you're putting the creator down if you say you can't do it.
Don't be afraid of doing things for God, if He planned for you to do it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVQeAG2MYFs&feature=g-vrec
Don't know why this came up amongst the recommended videos on YouTube, and I honestly don't know why I clicked on it, cos it's not my habit to click on videos more than 20 minutes long.
Didn't know how it was relevant to me, but that's just the start. Don't know why I kept watching it without closing the window.
But when what I needed to hear came up, it was like BAM. God was knocking on my head. "Hellooooo, wake up your idea!"
James 5:17
Elijah was a man just like us.
Moses, David, Abraham, Paul, John and other men from the Bible. They were all just like us today, people around me, people like me.
There are people in our lives that are so much more talented, gifted, knowledgeable and these people can make you feel insecure.
Jeremiah 1:5
Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.
Ephesians 2:10
We are Christ's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
God planned all my activities before I was born. Everything I do is because He made me and wanted me to do that.
He designed me to do what I do, even before I was created, He planned me and designed me with a specific purpose.
The task is not something I should be afraid of, I was created to do it.
I was not made wrongly, there is no design flaw. God's the creator and He made me the way He intended to.
Don't focus on your insecurities. Don't say you can't do it, don't degrade yourself. Because He made you, you're putting the creator down if you say you can't do it.
Don't be afraid of doing things for God, if He planned for you to do it.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Could cry now.
Don't think I've stressed so much over something that's not even stress-worthy. Come on.
At this point, I'm at a low, and there's no confidence. Need to think about what my next step should be.
Give up, escape. Instant peace. Temporary guilt.
Brave it, soldier on. No peace til it's over. No guilt, but possibility of humiliation.
When I'm weak, You make me strong.
Don't think I've stressed so much over something that's not even stress-worthy. Come on.
At this point, I'm at a low, and there's no confidence. Need to think about what my next step should be.
Give up, escape. Instant peace. Temporary guilt.
Brave it, soldier on. No peace til it's over. No guilt, but possibility of humiliation.
When I'm weak, You make me strong.
Friday, May 04, 2012
It just hit me
What's holding me back?
What's wrong with letting go, opening the gates that wall around the city of my heart?
What's wrong with letting people get close to me, and why is it I always end up pushing people away?
Seems like it all the time. I invite them to come, then when they get too close for comfort, sorry dude, you need to back off.
Why do I always think it's easier to live the way I do, not thinking about this:
It's not about the ease of life, not about smooth living. God didn't call us to a peaceful life on earth anyways.
It's not about staying in my bubble of protection, rejecting any possibility of change in emotion, cos then I'll be missing out.
On the happys and sads, the ups and downs. And that's just normal. It's life! Life's meant to be emotional. We're human.
Just have to remember, even in the ups and downs, as long as I look to Christ, it's all good. So I might not be used to it. I might enjoy the happys, and feel like the sads are harder to take. But if Christ holds my heart, I'm sure He'll protect it and won't drop it. He brings me through everything in life. Lover of my soul.
It's all good. :)
I'm scared, but it's time. I'm letting go.
What's wrong with letting go, opening the gates that wall around the city of my heart?
What's wrong with letting people get close to me, and why is it I always end up pushing people away?
Seems like it all the time. I invite them to come, then when they get too close for comfort, sorry dude, you need to back off.
Why do I always think it's easier to live the way I do, not thinking about this:
It's not about the ease of life, not about smooth living. God didn't call us to a peaceful life on earth anyways.
It's not about staying in my bubble of protection, rejecting any possibility of change in emotion, cos then I'll be missing out.
On the happys and sads, the ups and downs. And that's just normal. It's life! Life's meant to be emotional. We're human.
Just have to remember, even in the ups and downs, as long as I look to Christ, it's all good. So I might not be used to it. I might enjoy the happys, and feel like the sads are harder to take. But if Christ holds my heart, I'm sure He'll protect it and won't drop it. He brings me through everything in life. Lover of my soul.
It's all good. :)
I'm scared, but it's time. I'm letting go.
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