sat. yesterday. went to see doctor whats up man. haha. wasaman or something like that la. my bone structure is better. yes yes!!

came home. maths tuition 2 hours. then go see doctor again! haha go nearby clinic to get clinic stamp for my obs form. stupid la. i can actually fill in everything by myself. but need stamp. the doctor took my height and weight then asked me everything in the form. hurr..

lunch at home then tm bound. easter outreach. i invited like 1001 people but none said ok. they didnt reply my messages and gave excuses. urgh.

at tm. tried on nicole's school uniform. nicole's skirt is like super long! haha. so i asked auntie rebecca to alter 12 cm. but auntie didnt know what was 12 cm. so the next time i saw it, it was altered 5 cm. haha. nvm.

worship. nice man. my whole row was crazy dancing and singing and clapping and all. the drama was nice. the storyline and all was great man. but most of the time i saw backs and butts. haha. if you know what i mean. and hello.. no i am not some pervent or something, looking at people's butts.

i think there were some salvations. yes. praise the Lord!! =)

after tm. we rehearsed the drama once. fun. nicole took pictures of brandom on my phone when he was playing his guitar on stage with the heart banner thing behind. so funny. but then she started shouting i like brandon. like what the... ???... i think nicole likes brandon. haha. no la no la. cannot say this. if not next saturday i will be killed.haha!

today. morning. reached church at 7 45. lucky dad sent us there. if not it would take foever to walk. daddy said bryan could go to shanghai in june with his school. and i not comfirm can go obs.. what is this. yes. i was happy for bryan.. in the car bryan and i were singing non-stop. haha.

had to fold nicole's skirt a few times for it to be 'perfect' length. make up. i put only a bit since amy did not have any base or whatever in my skin tone. i learnt a lot when amy was putting on make up on me. nicole's family buy things in bulk. haha!
not elaborating. i think nicole's mum is pretty.

before the drama, there was this video clip on jesus. the things he did, the miracles he did, the torture he suffered and all. it was very touching. i watched the beggining only and my eyes were wet. but i controlled. hello? the drama...link link.. i closed my eyes the second jesus was betrayed onwards. too scary. the drama was terrible. the mikes did not work, people forgot lines, the were many problems and all.

went up to dynamite church to see jie do her party girl thing. haha. then before 2nd service, we did a sound check and prayer.. this time, i cried during the video clip. and i didnt even watch a second of it. the music itself was touching. quickly went to the toilet to freshen up before the drama. the drama was good. in fact it was great. we even added some new parts.. haha. the 1st service people didnt get to see even the completed one.

played around a bit. talked to vp for a while. her sons are cute! haha. mmm. dad mum fetched, ate lunch. lunch was quiet. but not my fault.

did homework at home. this is the second time i am writing this since i accidentally deleted the 1st copy. dang. mummy and daddy went for wedding dinner. somehow or rather, i feel relaxed and all. with mummy in the house, i dont feel relaxed. haha. somethign is wrong with me.

oh yea. i gained 1 kg. must be the day i was super angry i decided to stuff myself. haha. madness. i had 3 or 4 bowlfuls or beehoon and a packet of chicken rice. poor bryan had to run up 3 storeys to deliver the fod. 3 times. haha!! love my brother.

oh. in church today. nicole and i had a nice time stepping on tsura's shoes. he was like not pain not pain. so we put full body weight on him. haha. one person on one foot. who askedhim to sprout nonsense in thefrst plc. then 2 litte girls came to ask us to buy sweets and flowers. nicole and justin were like.. *to be continued in my private and confidential blog! haha!!. just some of you guys luck eh. haha!.

new life.

crying really makes you feel better.. or at least, for the mean time.

can i say i hate my life, and i hate my parents? can i?

why is life unfair? dont answer that.

i already said i would be going to the appointment and all, but daddy is not satisfied with this answer.

he started brabbling about me having wrong piorities and all. yea. i admit, i did have wrong priorities, but he continued on quitting school, going to find a job by myself, doing things by myself. how i wish i can go live by myself. i was so tempted to say, but i cannot go because i have no house, have nothing.

my parents, even took it out with the dog. " you also want to rebel isit? GO IN THE HOUSE NOW."

what is this? this is living hell. this is living HELL. once again i am going through a period of trials.

can i ask God where He was when i needed him?
can i ask where is He now?
can i ask why is all these happening to me?
can i just leave the house now to go run till my heart drops out of my mouth?
i am so tempted to. but when i return, i will definitely get another lecture/debating session on my age and what i cannot do now.

what CAN i do now?

i ask questions because i am curious and i dont understand. but my parents have this picture i like to quarrel. yup. quarrel. hello? i didnt raise my voice at all..

how to start a new life?

God, i rededicate my life to you and i ask that you be with me through this period of my life. i feel tired, i feel anger, i feel sad, i feel bad. Lord, give me strength, give me happiness, take away my anger, help me be good. Lord, i pray that daddy and mummy will understand how i feel and not be so unreasonable. i pray that you help me be who you want me to be. i pray that syf will go smoothly, i pray for motivation to study, i pray for a hardworking term and i pray that i woud be able to understand all that is taught in school. i pray that my grades would go up, especially for maths and a maths. Lord all my other subjects are not too good as well. i pray that you will give me greater expectations. when i die Lord, please bring me up to heaven. i pray and ask that you forgive my sins today. thank you for dying on the cross for me. thank you for letting me know about you.
Lord, you know me better than i know myself. so help me through everything, all i want is to be in heaven when i die. i pray and ask all these in Jesus' most precious name, amen.

now, i dont hate my parents. now, i thank them for loving me so much that they are willing to let me misunderstand everything so that i can grow up to have a good life. so that now, i will study hard, and pass all my exams.

i am living a new life. hi, my name is cheryl =) ......

what is this la. crap.
i went for appointment today at kk hospital. then the doctor said i had to come back for another appointment. the nurse at the counter said that only the next week is available, as the other weeks later are all full. thursday morning 11 plus and friday 2 plus available. without really asking me, mum just arranged it on friday.

hello?? i have eldds trainning. and the trainner is being paid like what $100 an hour or something. my school is not rich you know. plus she is already so kind to not charge us $10,000 for the extra practices she is coming for us. syf is like so close now, the school just gave out a letter of cooperation and then straightaway, i cannot go for the next practice. syf is only 35 days away, meaning another 3 or 4 more pratices on fridays thats all. what is this la. tell me..

yes. 11 plus thursday i have school. but hello. lots of people miss school for health appointments. exams are not here, i dont see why cannot? try to threaten me, what next time no cca or whatever crap? all because of my mother i quit table tennis. THATS WHY it resulted in all these health problems. argghhh..and hello? who likes to study? i mean if anyone was given the choice to study or not study for a day, i rather not. and i think 999 out of 1000 people would think same as me. means i am normal. just because i am normal you give me silent treatment? this is madness. this is unreasonable. this is __________ ( fill in the blank by youself. note: must be a bad word.)

i told my mum that a normal person would not choose studying over a day away from studying. i out talked her. hah.

i HAVE friends in school, maths geniuses, chinese prodigies and other really smart and responsible people in class sitting beside me. they can help me and give me all the info i need if i miss anything. so missing anything is not a problem.

the nurse at the counter was like, " does she behave like that at home?"

i dont think my mum answered it. but she said something about nowonder nowadays people dont want to have kids. yea. ok. next time i shall no have any kids. see where you get your grandchildren to carry from. go find bryan or something.

the nurse was like," you have to set an example.. blah blah.. drone drone drone.. crap crap and more crap." i didnt hear what she said. but just because of a stupid appoinment make the relationship between me and mum explode is not worth it.


stupid nurse, stupid appointment, screw everthing. i am planning to go missing on friday just to get revenge for the silent treatment i am enduring now. haha.. up to you to believe if i have the guts to do this.

we took a taxi home. and i was so tired i slept in the taxi. when i woke up, it was already at home and my mum was about to close the taxi door with me still inside. hello? she has no courtesy to wake me up? fine la. next time i shall just continue sleeping in the car. if there is a next time. this is stupid. give me silent treatment just because i out talked her. just because i am a normal person who prefers not studying to studying for a day. UNREASONABLE. UNFAIR. just because i.. oh forget it.


the nurse doesnt even know anything la. and then she judged me because i didnt want to go for the appoinment? she started talking crap about me and all. i was already kind not to rebuke her and just frown at her already. i am like super pissed off now.

hmm. i realised i get angry easily nowadays. like last time, my blog entries were not so harsh so often.

isit because i am like super stressed and have no place to vent my anger and stress? arghhh. breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. now count to 10.

i feel like cursing. no cannot. CANNOT. CHERYL HOE. RELAX.. RELAX..

i just want to cry, run, run. run. and run. run away to a place where i have no troubles. run away to a place that has no anger, that has no sad faces, that has only laughter and happiness, that is always engulfed in music, music and more music. i must be dreaming.

i want to scream, i want to shout. but where?? here in singapore, if you make a bit too much noise, people would like start penning a letter to complain or whatever. there is in open field big enough for me. no land isolated enough for me. actually i think, there is no place at all for me. maybe heaven. only. but now, how can i go to heaven. so means there really is not place for me. hell is not an option.

i am going to be 39 kg soon. if i keep all these stress in my life. maybe all the stress juice or whatever is acidic, when it is secreted, it will burn up my fats and all. haha. hey, there's a good side to this eh. burn fats burn. mayabe i will start taking extrim or something just because mummy told me not do today. haha. she would never know what. haha. kidding la. i would feel better if i worked it all off by myself. can vent a bit of anger at the same time..

now i am not that upset, cos i am by myself, typing. haha. ok. i realised my entry doesnt make sense. i must be mad.

hah. i hate my life now. i SO hate my life now.

my career. ever since primary 2, my ambition has never changed. i want to be in the showbiz. but my parents dont think it is decent. what?? i dont see any logic? i dont understand. my passion is in showbiz. not sitting in an office, slogging your brains dry. i like filming, i like acting. it doesnt matter if filming takes a long time. this is my passion. you guys just dont understand. you know, being older doesnt mean you are always right. you have to face it and accept it that i am different.

i cant be bothered to write more. i want to go sleep by life away.

ge, faster call me.

mummy and daddy returning to Singapore tonight! yes yes yes!! haha..
i can imagine the nice stuff they will bring back for meee!!! clothes and titbits and all.. and daddy can send me to school again. no more bus rides for me!!! heheh. yea!!

oh. i just realised how materialistic i am. tsk tsk.

CHERYL! YOU NEED TO NOT BE SO MATERIALISTIC YOU BIG DUMB COW. YES. YOU BIG DUMB COW. GO LOSE SOME WEIGHT. haha.

for pe today. we ran 7 rounds around the huge park near my holding school. since serangoon gardens sec is also nearby, i was not that surprised to see like 2 or 3 classes from there. i admit i did think that their school was a bit pathetic with the kind of pe uniform they have and all..the material.. ok ok . CHERYL HOE. YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE A BIG PROBLEM.sorry sorry. no defamation here..=p


michelle, joanne and i were leading for a while before joanne sped a bit. ok. maybe she maintained speed and mich and i slowed down but aiya. whatever la. we ran together until she stopped a while. i kept running.

i tell you. i overtook the other school's people like so many times.. haha. maybe they just like walking better.

only edinna and valerie overtook me once. other than that, i think no one. but how come when i finished, there were more than 3 people waiting? other than valerie, edinna and joanne. there shouldnt be more people wad.cheat i tell you. cheat.

but nevermind. lets see who has better score for napfra test. lets see how you all can cheat in napfra. hah.

i was all wet after pe. practically soaking. my shorts were so wet too man. haha. bacause of the colour, they looked like they were not too clean. ahem. if you know what i mean.

ahhh. i like the feeling of perspiration sometimes. it means you lose calories. heheh.

i felt so good for about 1 hour, then during recess, i ate a whole plate of hokkien mee. dang it. hah.

chapel today. i did backup singing. nowadays i love singing. haha. more la..
after chapel, short meeting for syfers. mrs ng made me wear the jumper to try it. then she went. ok lets go to the staff room to find mrs ong. she was the teacher who was to help us with the costumes. i was like...!!? what?? in the jumper. 1. the weather was like super ht. 2. in front of the other people in school??

eventually, i made it to the staff room. then mrs ong wasnt there. so i had to go to the art room to look for her. pamela and darsh were my escorts. haha. i went around telling people who were rather surprised at my getup that i was in detention and they told me to go back to the old ground and help build the new building for a week. haha.i love it. =p

synergiz. still rocks!!! haha. hmm. maybe i am still not over it. i miss synergiz already!! planet shakers! hurry back to singapore!

i miss being filled by the holy spirit.

i miss alter calls.

i miss getting slained.

i miss crying.

i miss jumping like a mad person.

i miss singing like nobody's business.

i miss everything!!!



next to come is easter play. haha. poor bryan. still, if you need any tips you can go to amy or nicole. cannot reach them, go to jerome. last resort is me. i will try my best to help.hah!!

my idpw surveys. all done! heheh. yes yes yes!! let timmies do so many!

i asked some older people to fill them in for me on sunday. my chinese tuition teacher also did one. haha. lao shi can read english not bad!! haha. i am quite surprised..


school started already and once again, i am waiting for sat. tm is the reason i look ahead every day. haha. tm rocks..

i cant wait to see the play.. haha. adele jie!! gracie!! bimbos!!! haha. adele bimbo jie. hmm. not bad a name eh.. haha.. ok ok..

went tanning today. not very good day to tan. yes. there was a bright sun but there were also alot of clouds. means every 10 or 15 minutes, there would be no rays. but still.. i managed to get a shade darker. auntie rebecca said my back was dark! heheh.

week 1 and there are so many tests.. *sighs*

daddy and mummy went overseas for a few days. means i have to go to school by myself. this is not good!!! now i know how useful my daddy is! haha. daddy, my chauffeur. haha. no la. kidding. but going to school by medelf is not nice. i mean, i have to wake up 15 minutes earlier, and leave the house like half an hour earlier although my school is only less than 7 stops away. 317 always takes so long to come. tomorrow is the last day i am going to school by myself!! yes yes yes!!! =p i am always afraid to close my eyes in the bus. haha. cos what if i fell asleep, which most probably would happen ( dunno why, i sleep easily in vehicles), and then get late for school? that, is my worse nightmare.

this week is rew week, means no study for the last 35 minutes tuesday, wednesday and thursday. haha.

ok. no time to lose, must go study.. *sighs* no school friday. yea baby!

synergiz

synergiz was indescribable. although i only went on saturday. argh!! why did syf practice have to be wednesday to friday?? haha. i so regret not going for more.

3rd day. daddy sent ps dave, alvin, bryan and me to downtown east. we waited there for a while and more people came..i bought like a lot of sweets for the whole day. plus some water.. blah. my bag was so heavy! with all the water, synergiz supplies and all. haiyo.

sat with nicole almost the whole day. morning, the praise session was not bad man. but i didnt feel anything. i remember alvin telling me that when we want to cry, when we want to respond, we are not letting God take control that lind of thing. so i didnt do much. just waited and waited. i little disappointing but...

offering. this person, i think someone like in charge or something, told us the like pray and keep silent before deciding on how much to give. i had only like $12 on my wallet for lunch dinner and travelling fare home since i spent $8 on sweets plus water and some other stuff. i remembered daddy wanting to give me more then i refused. at that point, i regret a bit but then the person told us to have faith in God and all. he said to stand when we were ready to give. everyone was like on their feet but i was still sitting. i had $2 in my hands but at the last moment, i took all $12 and stood up. i gave everything in my wallet. then i started to cry. nicole ws there to comfort me and she told me to take my time. thank you nicole!!

sermon, this indian pastor talked about the prophetic. he was quite comical. in his testimonies, he mentioned he asked God for the rapture bu nothing happenned in times of his troubles. haha. super funny. God really used him to tell people of His plans.

my sweets. all my gummys and sour threads. nicole took some, then a few other people took some. i was a bit reluctant to eat the sour threads. bryan asked me for some so i gave his the bag. in the end, the whole gag was passed around 3 rows. when it came back to me, all my sour threads were gone, what was left was only a few pathetic pieces of gummy. people were like telling me never pass food to amiel cos he would finish everything. haha.

alter call, i didnt respond. i didnt feel anything. so i just prayed and prayed. nicole was at the side. then i was at the chairs, lying in my seat. i heard crying and wailing. only a while later i realsied nicole was down. i wanted to pray for her but i was like shooed away. then i felt very unimportant and all. ian chew's friend was there too, and she was like crying hard. so i just prayed and accompanied her. i didnt even know her name! haha.

lunch, i didnt have anything. so i followed sarah around la. on the way to the food court, we saw liz, debbs and gloria. debbs was eating a packet of stick biscuits. i took one, then liz was like frowning and like," dont take!! that is her lunch!!! dun take!!!". i felt more unimportant. like what about me? i dun even have lunch.. but it was also partly my fault. cos i didnt tell them anything.

sarah was eating beef 'biscuit' noodles. ahaha.
we went to the grass area to join the rest of the timmies.
there, i had a piece of biscuit. those digestive biscuits for after food. but aiya. digestive biscuits are still bisuits wat..

later, i told liz and debbs when they joined us that my lunch was debbs biscuit and all. haha. their expressions were funny. but i was glad to tell them this. funny. i also dunno why.

i didnt feel hungry the whole afternoon! haha. i went for the smell of forgiveness workshop with nicole and amy, christina jie. ate and shared my only packet of maoam packet. i had 2 strips for the whole day, a biscuit, water, and i didnt feel hungry. this is a miracle. thank God. yay! haha.

the smell of forgiveness was reallt interesting. with alot of visual and sensual effects. haha!! the american pasotr walked around the tent spraying perfume and all. he was really interesting.

we stacked chairs them went out of a break.
after the short break, was a bit of praise. before that, amy, nicole, brandon and some other people were talking about what happened the day before. then slowly we changed the subject to being attacked by the demons and constantine and all. i was really afraid of being attacked.
inside the pemenant tent, was sitting in front of brandon, so i could like borrrow pens every now and then. haha. brandon has a pink pen. like so wierd! haha. nicole gave it to him or something. but one thing bad sitting in front of brandon. he will remind you of your fears. he went," i bet you are still afraid." haha. amy had to reassure me i was fine.

during praise, i still didnt feel anything, until we were asked to spread out, and then one by one we were anointed with oil. the person anointing me touch my head with his palm then i straightaway started crying. he was like," yes. yes. come. come." and all. i cried and cried.
then all the ministry workers were called out to the front to stand in a row. one by one, when they were touched, the started falling like dominoes. i was very emotional when i saw all these. i cried even more as i stood in front of a long row of people on the floor, some were crying badly. i recognised one of them. he was in front of me. he was smiling at first and i felt really touched. then he started to cry very bad. i continued to cry. but even harder. then someone held me from behind and prayed for me in tongues. then i could not stand and also laid down on the floor. the same thing happenned to me as tm camp. i was shivering and could not stop. but not so bad la. christina jie came and prayed for me in tongues. she told me to let go of all the anger in me, to let go of all the stress and sadness in me. after a while i was ok. nicole and sarah was on the floor next to me. there were like poeple around them holding them. even after the praise session, they were still there.

dinner before planet shakers. liz bought me a box of popcorn chicken. my wonderful dinner.

we had to queue behind a lot of people after ward. haha. but we managed to squeeze up to eliel, ian, elisha and a few other poeple. haha. the whole time ian was like talking about how to cut queue. 'finding contact lenses', flying kites, throwing shoes. blah.

we queued for quite a long time before we were allowed in.

once in, we joined the rest of the timmies up front! haha. so whats the point of queueing??

planet shakers was really fun. jumping here there, up down, everything. though i was super new to the songs, but i just joined in. i was with liz, gloria, debbs, alvin, eliel, serene, ivan goh, mellavin, kelvin, ian, blah blah. alvin was in front of me, he was really emotional. kept on jumping hard, then knocked me quite a few times. i jumped until my muscles ached bad but i still continued. haha. now, my muscles are still aching. so painful!! haha.

sam evans spoke for quite a while, then we sang lots more. so fun!!!
planet shakers retired for the night, then the crowd was like shouting," we want more, we want more.." haha. so no choice la. planet shakers came out for more. then afterward, the crowd went, " encore encore.." haha. sang some more. the leader asked if everyone wanted to go back already, and if they could go back already, but every one went noooooo!!! haha.
eventually, it ended. i jumped til my legs were reallt hurting. i tried persuading gail, beside me, to jump and all. haha. alot of people came into God's kingdom that night itself. it was my first time seeing so many people walking up front. so cool!!

after the whole thing, tm stayed back to peel the masking tapes off the ground, we had a fun time. haha. took some pictures, then hung around a while more before taking a cab with ps dave, alvin and bryan, home.

planet shakers was really really fun. i look forward to next year! haha.

there is distrust everywhere. they distrust me, i distrust them. go on, bug my phone, pay money to get smses people send me, go drastic, take away everything. eventually, you are the ones who lose, not me. think about it.

this is my life, not yours, i know, my life is so much better than yours, so is that why you want to destroy mine?? if it is, you guys are selfish.

this is definitely not care and concern. this is DEFINITELY NOT care and concern. you know what this is? this is destruction.

i CAN take care of myself, i KNOW what kind of people i can mix with, i HAVE self control. its your problem if you guys dont believe these. i can do nothing to make you all believe me.

actually, think of the reason why i hide so many things from you all. why i dont tell you things, why you have to resort to bugging my stuff..why i have changed so much.

the reason, i dont trust you all. but why do i not trust you all? why?

because you dont act like you guys are trustable. you take action after i tell you guys things. take bryan for instance.

every little thing he tells you, you take action. councelling, writing letters to people of position. blah blah..

yes. you guys have been through more since you guys are older. but what happenned to you when you were younger, all the drama stuff you see on tv that you have experienced. doesnt mean it will happen to me. not everybody is as unlucky or unfortunate.

if you want something, dont snatch it away from other people.. but instead, plan on how to get it. either go buy another one, use reverse psychology, blah blah. i dunno.

i know my limits and i wont cross them, even if you tell me too.

now i really cannot trust you guys, you were the ones who broke this chain of communication. YOU ARE THE ONES WHO TRY TO BREAK MY LIFE. I HATE THIS.

in the past, no matter how much i hated something, no matter how much
i didnt like the way thing were going, the heat would go up to medium for only a minute then go back to small then the heat would be gone.

now, the heat has gone to extra extra high, and has burnt the housse down. now, who turned on the heat?? WHO TURNED ON THE HEAT???!!!

there is definitely something wrong with me now.

i feel like crying.

i feel very angry and very sad at the same time.

during dinner
daddy said he didnt like the idea of me going to shanghai in the september holidays. his facial expression really scared me.

i gently asked mummy to reconsider.
i really really really want to go to shanghai.

when i asked mummy over the phone if i could go to shanghai, i received a negative answer. well, sorta negative.

my heart seems very heavy, i dun feel like talking. i know if i continue talking about the uk trip over dinner, i would start crying. my eyes were filled with tears already.

i thought being more mature means not quarrelling, not talking back, accepting what is given to you.

i always thought i was more matured than last year. now i realise, i still am not. because i felt like shouting, i felt like retreating into my world, i felt like crying, i felt miserable.

crap. everything is crap. i need to cool down. i need to relax. isnt what holidays are for? to relax?

yes, holidays are good times to buck up in your studies, but still, its main purpose is rest. yes, do revision and all that.. still, people need time to rest.

seems like my march holidays are all gone.
syf practice, projects, (notice the plural tense).. i was looking forward to some lazy mornings, spent on my bed at home..i was looking forward to spending a day at the pool. tanning.. not in school, yes, no doubt, acting( my favourite), but i have to stress over it, i have to stay till 5pm. isit that like school?

is this stress or is this just me? stress seems like a dangerous word.

i got 86.4 for my science, but i dun feel happy.

i need to buck up in my other subjects.

how to show that i put in effort in my work, how to show that i am hardworking, when there is no one around?

how to explain that people have their weaknesses, that nobody is perfect, that no matter how much time and effort, no matter how many questions you ask, a person still might not do well in a particular subject? how to explain that to my parents?

i want i want i want to go to shanghai. i really really want. i dun mind paying for my expenses or something.

i want to sleep, i dun want to wake up.

oh yea, i just remembered. i have school till 6.30 tmr.

yay! i have good news! i am in obs!! woohoo!! haha..so exciting..

i have always wanted to be in obs.. and here i am!!

joanne showed me this piece of paper with my name printed as representative for eldds!! haha

a lot of people said obs is very tough and all. but i am not scared!! haha. cos i can get a nice tan wad.. =p no la.

i checked up some of my ca results. eee. bad. VERY bad.. the highest is only 86.4.. science. =p must jiayou in the rest man..

i did well in all of my tests but there was 1 test i did very badly in every subject. pulled down everything althought the rest of the tests were good. haiyo... CHERYL.. YOU BETTER WORK HARD MAN.. SCORE A1 FOR EVERY SUBJECT NEXT TERM. IF NOT YOU DIE!!!

PLUS i want to go to shanghai in september with the school. so i better show daddy i put in a lot of work and effort. but mummy and daddy always come home late.. how??!!

I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.
I have A-maths test tomorrow.

i am wasting time blogging and i have an a maths test tmr. this is stupid.

i think i am going crazy.

wasted time and money at the hosepital this morning. i collapsed in class because of a stupid stomach ache.

then i got a $65 piece of advice.
" you must exercise more.."

$65?! the consultation fee is daylight robbery man. what if i were an old man with no income? yes, i would not be at the CHILDRENS ward, but still!!!...and yea. the childrens ward?! haha. hey, i am still young wad..=p

-.- whatever la. haha. i am exercising more ok.. heheh. nevermind. i got half a day break today. ha hah ha.

daddy took leave and brought me out of school. ha ha. yay! i love my daddy.