today was tough for me.

- i had 2 tests consecutively. only 2 minutes break. 2 different subjects. first thing in the morning.

- less recess

- chinese o level results sucked big time. i got a shock and this time my reaction was not so retarded. immediately i broke down.

- the whole day ended up in tears.

- i went to catch a cab home, then to church to get a letter from pastor dave, then back to school, then home.

- but before that, i gotta watch people cut my queue by walking a hundred metres ahead. stupid.
at least some people i knew let me go first although they stood a few metres in front of me. come on man, where's the courtesy.

- then a man was cutting grass and the grass flew towards me. i got cut in between my eyes and got cut on my legs. for goodness sake i could have been blinded! at least let me walk a bit further la!

- when i reached home i had to carry all my books. everything was so heavy i felt like a slave. not a good feeling when you are already down.

so many bad things happened to me today i thought i couldnt survive.

i hate chinese so much i cant stand the idea of retaking.. i dont know where to start.

now i gotta focus on all my other subjects, so many chapters so revise. i dont know why i am doing this.

sometimes its quite easy to give up. but i'm not gonna do so. i'm gonna get distinctions for all my subjects, my parents would be so proud they will buy me a house!