i managed to talk with audrey about everything. and i feel so much better.

i managed to accept her point of view and i'm not so disappointed as i was.

i thank God. cos before i called audrey i didnt know how things were going to work out.

i managed to even understand a bit of a math! haha! amazing!

after what happened today, i thought i should like talk to audrey. and last time, God told me to wait, that it wasnt the time to speak to audrey. so now i did. and it feels kinda wierd. i dont really talk on phones, see.

and i realised how people like my friends viewed me too. which really enlightened me.

oh crap i realise i didnt manage to finish telling her my feelings. aiya. doesnt matter la.

oh well, i have to accept the fact that my clique is mostly made up of high-flyers. and that i gotta jiayou.. i cant lose out.

study smart. but also study hard.

clock in the hours, yea.