I just don't know what to say. My heart hurts every time I think about you.

I just wish you were stronger. I wish you had just taken some of my heck-care attitude and thrown your worries to God. Cos I don't want it now. If I could I would have given my attitude to you.

Just when I decided that I'm gonna be more open, I'm gonna be less 'cool', gonna allow myself to show vulnerability, news of you came around.

When I'm back in Singapore, Mel, you won't be.

I remember the first time I met you, I thought you weren't very nice cos you didn't smile. I feel so bad knowing that you were going through so much.

May God have mercy on your soul. I wanna see you when I get to heaven.