2 day dry spell over as I think and talk more about Monash.

And all I'll be leaving behind.

And how the next time I'll see people here would be in 6 months maybe, next year?

Even worse, daddy joash and chris are leaving this saturday. That's 2 months more.

I've never cried so much in my life, besides the days in sec 1 and 2 when I was in depression.

I'm not depressed. I don't think I am. Cos in sec 1 and 2, I lost so much weight. I'm like. Eating so much now. Can't be la. Haha.