I'm at this point in my life where I find myself deep in responsibilities and events I need to remember and take note of.

PANIC ATTACK. Haha.

Oh man I need to unload. So here goes.

1) THE ADULT FARES OMG. I'm sorry this is kinda late but I only activated my adult ezlink card today, I only heard the single beep for the first time today.

TRAVELLING IS LIKE WHOA. I need to gt used to this really.

2) Finding a job. 2 interviews this week. By God's grace, one would be what God has planned for me.

3) Personal goals. Yeah I set some.

4) CG.

5) WL.

6) Fellowship/ support. I feel like what I don't want to feel, deal with, is coming back. I hate this cos it cripples you for a while. In that while of time, I can't abandon all duties to rid the stupid feeling either so I am rather dead.

7) Get used to my guard. Still not used to them. I feel like taking it off every few seconds.

I'm tired and want sleep. It's only .30am. I AM SO HAPPY. Thank God for my desire to sleep. Sleeping at 4am these few days kills your body clock really.

OK I NEED SLEEP.