I fear losing friends to the world.

It pains me to see them so near me but nowhere close.

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Some things have to be kept within me. So hard to do, but a must in order not to cause anyone to fall. To keep things as stable as possible. For as long as possible.

Who wants to hear them anyway.

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If I take it, I might possibly have to don an uncomfortable mask. I want to be free and not hold back, I want to be as true as I can, but then the world might not approve my ways.

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I'm just rambling.