I just felt like crying throughout the whole of today.

Morning, lunch, in TM, sermon, CG time, announcements, after TM. Everything.

I met nicole for dinner and everything negative disappeared.

Finally met the boyfriend and classmate's brother Matt. John was there too.

Yami Yoghurt. Open space. Nicole and I watched kids ride on mechanical animals and we talked. Quite a bit. We should have more times like that.

Then I sat at City Hall and watched trains heading towards the airport pass me by. Only finally reached the airport at 11.

Studied in the corner at BK until mummy reached Singapore.

Back in my room at 2am, I feel exactly the same as the start of the day.

For the first time, Wyn, talking to you didn't make me feel better.

Try harder. You're one of the few people who can.

Today later, I won't be going to church. I won't go shopping with the guys.

Both sentences sound weird. Since when I "won't"? Cheryl never "won't"(ed).

When I'm not strong, can you all keep me company? Don't leave me on my own.