Going to school today was horrible. I tried smiling at myself in the mirror but it didn't work and I was so sad I was tearing throughout assembly. For the whole day I was simply switched off. Thank God math was cancelled. Otherwise I would have died.

Slept in econs today, I really couldn't take it anymore. It felt so good that I tried sleeping in GP but it didn't work. I just wasn't sleepy anymore.

I was starting to ask for consultations more regularly until daddy started to nag so much. Since the meet the parents conference I've not gone for any consultations. I think the PMT has adverse effects.

Goodness I don't want to face reality, I just want to sleep it all away.

Someone smile at me please.

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Oh my tians, God please take control of my life can. It's in a darn big mess and I've not done anything to help clean up.

I'm so tired I'm gonna sleep.