i tell you what is hard to do. not conforming to the ways of the world.

in the past 1 year, i have seen friends changing their characters, to become more like their company. its so drastic that if i compare to only 2 years ago, i can put the world in between.

whatever.

i dont like tests and results. i dont like they way they see things, the way they react to things, the way they try to be the top, the way they try to do all their way, their way.

i admit my wrong. i realised i became like them. i got influenced by their character, i added in my own. its not a good mix i tell you.

it was my rebelious streak today and i out smarted and out talked the pe teacher. i even made fun of her. i apologised sacarstically and when she said i was not sincere, i bowed. that was how crap i was.

i dont have enough respect for her. yea, she is older, but by a year or two. thus the difficulty doing every little thing she said. but oh well. i guess she is trying her best.

luckily i realised my error fast and apologised during recess. whew. hope she doesnt have any hard feelings...

i just realised why i was so pissed today. the class got back the physics paper during assembly and i scored 25 out of 45. which is like just passed! ( thats not good by the way) and i was in quite i shock, trying to figure out where i went wrong, then when i found out some errors and wanted to scheck, the pe teacher called us to gather. naturally i was pissed. hello? pe is so much less important duh.

but all is over, hope the class doesnt remember it.

telling more about the class in the other one.