read other people's blog and found out more about her. i thought she was nice, she was ok. i thought she was skinny and taller than me and had nice clothes.

then i realised she was more than that. like she flirts. but i dun want to not like her. i think i am just jealous cos she got to hang out more with hIm than me. but then again, i am one step ahead. now he is like mine.

wait. i shouldnt be jealous in the first place. i feel so mean and bad. rargh.