It's only a few hours after my last post. But God answered everything I had asked for.

I watched A Walk To Remember. And I heard Jamie, when in the hospital, say," Maybe God has bigger plans for me than I have for myself."

And normally people don't cry then, cos that's not the sad part of the movie. But I did. Cos I heard God speak.

In the movie, it was constantly stressed that love, and faith, was like the wind. You feel it, although you can't see it. Like God, I can't see Him, but I know He's real, cos I feel Him, I believe in Him like how I believe in wind.

I didn't happen to surf youtube for no reason, and watch this movie in the middle of the night for no reason.

So God, I want to do my best, please enable, help me.

And thanks Kanon, for letting me know I'm not alone. =)