Sunday, October 26, 2008

Friday's prayer. Island Cremary.

Chiong GP. Damn tired.

Saturday morning.

Chiong GP.

Econs tuition.

Lisar selling man-made pearls. DAMN NICE. I WANT the blue earrings. $30.

Case study pro now. I'm kidding. Gotta practice lots.

Chiong GP.

GP tuition.

Went through essays, outlines and compre.

Need more practice. =(

TM.

Was half hoping that Jonah would just TURN UP. Nope. He didn't.

Didn't really learn anything today. Wasn't absorbing.

James asked us what was our most memorable punishment during CG time as an opener.

Suddenly, a whole lot of stuff flooded my mind and I struggled to stay afloat in all the thoughts. A lot of insecurities, a lot of forgiveness I had to regive, a lot of sorry(s) to say, a big lack of faith, worries, sorrow.

I excused myself, sat against the door in the toilet and cried and recommitted everything to Christ, I told him all that was on my mind, even though He already knows. I just had to verbalise.

One thing I got from God was: even if there are a million loud noises around, if you really want to seek Him, you can always hear Him loud and clear.

The other noises would somehow disappear.

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Thanks John. Brotherhood yo.

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