I am pissed at myself.

Because I thought mummy showed a sudden change in her character, suddenly to encourage me to work harder for A levels.

For a while I felt cheated. Damn it, cheated.

Mummy's still the same afterall.

And it's not her fault, it's mine. Haha. Shiz I suck. Mum's already 40-something, how can her character suddenly change?