When my friends said that they would find it hard to believe even if I said that Christ is real, I felt so bad.

And now, I still feel very affected.

How do I tell you that Christ is real, He is my Lord and saviour, my father and protector, my friend? He is the one who gives me strength and the one who feeds me.

How do I tell you that without Christ, I am nothing. He gives me strength and holds me when I'm not strong enough to hold myself up. He holds me even if I can hold myself up.


I've experienced the Holy Spirit, I have the Holy Spirit. What you see on TV, what you think is credible, more often than not, is not. I'm at a loss, I'm stunned and I don't know what to do. When you say things like that, I think of heaven, and I think of how you might not be there. And there is something I need to do so that it's not like that. I'm scared.

But in times like these, God'll guide me and give me the right things to say.