Sometimes I wish I had no emotions and couldn't feel.

Yeah life would be boring, but at least I wouldn't be sad, or disappointed. I would feel no pain or worry.

Let me try to be emotionless for a while. I'll tell you how it worked out.

Call me an escapist. Or whatever you want.

I don't care, cos it won't change my non-existant feelings.

[I'm good eh? Not bad huh. Haha. Whatever.]

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Two minutes after I posted all that above,

Now I take it all back.

Something simple you say make my insides feel eaten.

Someone stop it. God?

I know You can. I want to.