I still want to go on the trip to Taiwan with my class.

I don't want to choose between class and TM.

If I leave it in God's hands, does that mean I'll definitely be able to go on both trips? As in, can I just have faith that God can make it happen? But is going for both trips part God's plans? I hope it is.

I know, no, and by doubting, I'm not exercising faith. I want to simply have faith. But I want to "guarantee". That's not how this "faith thing" works. Faith is just 100% trusting God, giving Him all control, as in like, committing it all to Him so that He can do something about it. You never know what's gonna happen, but I know God's plans are always better than mine.

That's what I think.


I haven't felt like ______ for reasons like that, with people like that, in a long time.

This feeling is familiar.

But I don't like it.