yesterday was bartley's <> program and i felt both happiness and sadness at the same time.

i reached church at 11.30, ready to rehearse.

12 plus, rehearsed and made up.

1 plus, audrey called to ask for directions.

2 plus, put on make up for the guys. matt is only sec 3 but way more coorperative than cgl!
cgl was so squirmy about mere FACE MOISTURISER!

2.30, got an sms telling me none of my friends will be coming.

didnt really think about it, just a little dissapointed.

2.45, went downstairs to mingle and stuff. saw nicole with her friends. could actually recognise sing ling before being introduced. i think she's really nice.

told nicole that none of my friends were coming and then i started to cry. hmmm.

yea. cry. in the middle of the sanctuary. wanted to control my emotions in front of nicole's friends but could really help it. dear nicole was desperately trying to stop me from crying. haha.
she was like," argh! cheryl... you cannot cry!! you already have your make up on!! argh!! ok.. ok.. nevermind...."

haha. pastor dave was really nice, he cheered me up by jokingly tell me he would help me beat up whoever was bullying me. amy jie was there with me in the toilet, comforting me, and nicole's presence in the beginning was already enough. haha. thanks so much.

there were so many people who came that there was hardly any space left for more people. the emcees had to keep telling everyone to squeeze and make more space for people. thank God so much for the turnout.

the program went so fast and i didnt even know that it was my turn to perform. fensie jie and 'daddy' just said like ' oh you know willy wonka produced the new chewing gum that doesnt go tasteless.. whatever blah blah.." then it was my turn to go on stage.

basically, the whole program went REALLY WELL! so happy.

after everything, i watched the recording and i realised i was actually moving to the music. every movement was according to the beat. haha. i think i looked really funny.

well.. doesnt matter la. will wait for the vcd to be out.