its very depressing looking through my portfolio. there is nothing worth putting in actually, besides my psle scorecard. and to think i thought i did quite well.

bryan has so many certs. rargh.

i will never get a good job that i will enjoy and pays me a decent amount.

come to think of it, this whole life is almost a waste. Thank God for .. well, God, if not, this whole life would BE a waste. i just want to die now or something and go enjoy myself in heaven.

i dont want to study anymore. its so tiring. and the work always makes me cry. O Levels seem so far yet so near. where will i go after o levels? for thie first 3 months? then 2 years, then another 3 years before i work for 30 plus 40 plus years?

i think i might work some job that pays dang well for a few years, get enough money then retire. maybe about 30 years old?? haha.