God comes through and delivers.

He walks with me through pain and celebrates with me in joy.

He leads me through the valley of the shadow of death, and He makes me lie down in green pastures.

My heart has been through much pain,  but every day I choose to choose to be a bit happier. I haven't forgotten how he chose to leave me in heartbreak and give me up,because it seemed easier that way. Maybe a small part of me still stubbornly knows that things are actually fixable, difficult, though only if he wants. So now, it is not for me to take action.

I am not angry. I choose to find happiness around me. I keep walking. One day I will change my words, and say that I had been broken for something even better.