I thought I was over it. I thought I was moving on.

But it still hurts so terribly. I still don't understand.

But I trust that it's God.

It might not be any fault of any of us. And I should stop blaming him for leaving me. It could just be God using this one quarrel to bring us apart. According to His will. And I will trust in Him.

Today I am reminded that as long as I put God first, everything will fall in place.

Today I know, I know I am broken to be build up again.