I just need to be convinced that this is the best way forward, that there is no other better way, no way to salvage, no way to make things work. All I need is to be convinced, a proper full out discussion,  so that this can also be my decision. Then I can move on. Otherwise, I'll always feel like we could have made it work, if he was willing to just sit and talk about the difficult things.

Right now, it's just feelings of betrayal. Abandonment. Being given up on. Unworthiness. I never thought I was all those until 23rd November 2016.