This morning, I'm a little angry and very sad, because I realised I've always loved FCC and it's community. One of the things I've been looking forward so much to, is doing life there. And now I won't be able to go to church there every week like I want so badly. I know that growth can be anywhere, but somehow FCC fits me more. It could be the reason why I want to go back to Perth. Yes I love Dave too but FCC is also why I was fighting for us. Why didn't I tell him earlier? Was it cos I thought that he would take it as a lousy reason to let me go to Perth?

My heart is still breaking, and wishing he'll say let's take time to rethink this.