It should be a good thing that he wants to talk to me. But when he makes a sudden request to talk (seriously) tonight, I can't help but worry.

Is he going to break up with me tonight? Or does he want to tell me that he's sorry for ignoring me and not talking to me, and want to work towards our goal again? That he still loves me, still wants me, and can't wait to see me in 3 days?

I'm scared.

Suddenly I'm not breathing that well.

Will I be able to go to Simin's wedding alone, will she understand if I can't do her decor or walk down the aisle for her anymore? More importantly, how will I go through the wedding with people I can't face alone?

Scrap those thoughts and dry your tears. The night isn't here yet. I need to man up and go to dinner with Simin and Serene tonight.

I need to smile for them.

I can do it.