I love him and so I respect his decision. I love him and so I'll try to be strong. But a big part of me still wishes that he takes me back and works with me together, because I love him. Part of me wishes that he'll put down a bit of his wiseness and practicality, and just dream with me, just trust in me a bit more, when I say we can make it work. Cos I believe wholeheartedly that we can make it work as long as we keep centred around Christ. Cos I know He provides, He won't let us starve, He will provide what we need.