I try ok I try.

And today I tried to talk, maybe not at the best time,

but you just shot me down and pushed me away.

Nice.

I tried to be nice, I tried to be what you want me to be, the me in the past, whatever, whoever she is. But.

Nice work, dad. What a dad. What a mum. What an awesome family.

Ironic how I work at FOCUS ON THE FAMILY.

I feel TOTALLY abandoned.

For today.

Tomorrow I'll wake up and non of these feelings I have now will still be present.