Yesterday's AO time was unexpected, I didn't expect myself to break, but I did.

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My No Apologies course was great, time passed really quickly. 3 days felt like one. It's like, camp. The first day, you don't know anyone.

The second day, you pretend you know everyone, but don't actually call people by name unless they're wearing their name tags.

The third day, you start to get to know them and like them, and then you say goodbye.

Course content:

Really made me sweat. Hard. Many good activities, but answering questions, being bold, yada yada... Wow. Not easy. I always thought it was easy money.


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Today in church.

Wow.

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I'm better.

But still.

I just want to tell someone everything that's around me and in me.

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Today at frolick I served Quan Yi Feng, Desmond Ng and another artiste.

And I admit, I was quite happy to see them. I was a lil excited. I gave a little more than usual, and piled up the toppings. And when Quan Yi Feng went, "This is good!" I was happy.

And I thought, why is service in a ministry different. It should be the same, or even better. God's a bigger celebrity, He deserves better. When we serve Him shouldn't we be more excited, shouldn't we put in more effort to please Him?

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Everything else is fine, there's just one more thing.

Everytime I think about it, I cry.