At this moment, I feel weaker than before. I feel like crying. A bit.

And I know how to be stronger. So I will. For my sake, for the sake of returning to just weeks ago when it was all happy, healthy and good.

This means that it'll be harder. Climbing back uphill is never easier than sliding down. But eventually when I get to the top, it'll be rewarding.

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Today in the office, God told me twice to be still. Once in the song, once in a cookie. I don't think it's coincidental.

Amy jie once said that the reason why people repeat stuff is because it's important.

And I understand that peace is found in the Lord.

And I'm going to come back to Him.

I thank You Lord for revealing Yourself to me again, and I thank You for Your mercies which are new every morning. I pray for forgiveness and guidance as I continue to walk.

I pray for peace and the comfort in knowing that You've got my life wired, there's no need to worry about the future. So Lord I give thanks because You are good.

I pray You'll answer my prayers and allow me to move on from here, I pray that You'll help me learn to accept all that You have given and taken away from me.

Lord I recommit my life to You. Amen.