Giving out the papers for good money felt awesome. =)

I didn't do much work. Everyone was so nice. The people at sph, the guards and teachers at SAS...

From sph to car, the lady helped me carry the papers.

From car to step outside quard house, lady helped me carry the papers.

From step to guard house, teacher helped me carry the papers.

From guard house to the gallery, guard helped me carry the papers.

How awesome. And Sybs came down to help after she was done with her papers in Zhonghua.

The papers were gone almost immediately. Everyone was like "I want I want!" and before a blink of the eye, they were gone. =) Thanks Sybs! Haha.

I totally slept through my appointment and Sybs appointment at BH. HAHA. Tired.

And then I went to get jabbed.

I tell you, the lady at the counter was like laughing at my stories of how I did not get jabbed before MOB and the doctor gave in and gave me oral medication cos I started crying before the jab. Haha. And the one where the nurses at the hospital were called in to hold me down while the doctor gave me a jab. In P6. Haha.

Eh I TRIED. To psycho myself for a second that it was ok. But when I saw the needle and the vaccination inside the syringe I panicked. The lady came in to hold me and I held Sybil's hand tight.

And the doctor told me not to squirm and repeat " You pain I not pain" (in chinese).

MY ARM ACHES NOW. It hurts. =( I can't lift it or lock it.

I got dance tomorrow, I CAN'T WAIT. SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT.

I don't think I'll dance much WITH MY ARM LIKE THAT though, maybe recap a bit. Then go off to work.

AHHHH WORK. SHIZ MAN I'm nervous. HOW. I still have many things I don't know.

FAINTED LAH.

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Daryl's surprise was a flop. Damn. I'm so angry at him for punking me. And I am so angry at myself for allowing myself to make this mission a failure.

It can't be helped since I wasn't familiar with the place. BUT. That's no excuse. I shouldn't have failed. Cheryl cannot fail in acting. I want to refuse to believe I failed but thats the fact. Can't be helped.

I need to chill. And stop being so perfectionist, such a sore loser.

I still hate you Daryl Chee, for you, double priced frolick. HAH.

Haha I'm kidding.

I'm serious about the chilling though. Haha. I really am too competitive.

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I think my dad thinks I'm looney.

I cry when my arm hurts.

And then I think about funny stuff like how ruru walked into daddy and fell back like she walked into a wall. Daddy on the other hand, stood perfectly still like nothing happened. HAHA.

And I laugh.

So I cry a minute and laugh the other, cry and laugh.