I blog whenever I feel like it. Mostly I blog when I'm down. So it's not a true reflection of who I really am in person.

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Whenever I say I wanna go home, something must have happened.

Think harder.

Today I said it 4 times.

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I'm disappointed with myself, again. Recently I feel like I've been dsappointed in a lot of stuff.

I can wallow in my misery and be bitter or I can pray and ask God to help me, take it away, remind me of happy stuff and not let me habour my disappointment so that it doesn't grow bigger.

I choose to pray.

I didn't like the tart I made.

Considering that it was my first attempt, fine then. But still. I thought the results would have been much better.

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Sometimes I don't bother, sometimes I think I'm too competitive.

But if I'm in a competition that I didn't know about initially, eventually when I face my 'competitor' again, I'll spit fire. Even if you're close to me. I'm sorry.

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When I ask you to say sorry, just say sorry even if you don't understand why.

I have my reasons.