So A Levels are over, alright, but I haven't absorbed that piece of information yet.

Maybe I'm not ready to leave the life of knowing exactly what I will wear in the morning, fixed orders.

Or maybe I'm not ready declare freedom and face everything.

I'm not thinking about anything, I'm just gonna take it as it comes.

Right now, there are more important things to be done.

Some of the less important things include browning my hair, curling, highlights, getting tanner, skinner.

I'm serious, exam times are pig out times when I throw my 930pm rule over my shoulder. Daddy buys ice cream and I eat. Not that I don't want ice cream, I can never get enough. But ice cream fat. Now I need self control, discipline. OF COURSE, if it's supper WITH FRIENDS, or whatever, EXCEPTION.

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There is one trait I inherited from my daddy, obviously not from mummy, and I'm so glad I have it. Cos if I'm like mummy in that aspect, no fun.

I recognise though, that in this aspect, I have to have self control, I need to realise that it might become a problem.

I'm lucky I have this trait, I'm lucky I still haven't reached my limit, if I face chances that might push it though, I won't.

So I was outright disobedient, I did something mummy said not to do. I know it would be IMPOSSIBLE not to disobey, so I didn't try.

Ok don't learn.

I will, however, start to refrain once I feel there is a problem.

Plus, whenever stuff like that happens, I'm always in good company.

I make sure.