I've lost so much in life this year, all that before the 3oth july.
All that time can't be replaced or replayed.
But now I've more time. Somewhat.

I'm not blaming dance though, cos I enjoyed every minute of it.
Ok not EVERY minute. I hate how it can be so stressful when zaki says, "I give you ONE minute." to get the steps.

You make me feel like I'm losing even more.
You make me feel like I shouldn't have chosen dance in the first place.
But I don't want to feel that way.

I'm sorry for all that. But you gotta know I mean what I say.
Even when I don't say anything. It's in me.
You're the first person I've cried more than a week before you were set to leave.
That's how much you matter to me.