I dreamt of the J2s in TM and James and Jon.

But it was a nightmare.

Something I'm very afraid of because it is something I know is extremely real.

Something I know is already happening, though very subtly.

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I could have smiled at the poor, homeless man as I walked past him today.

But I didn't.

I wondered why he looked at me with such eyes.

Then I remembered the day I ignored him when he smiled at me.

What cold heart.