It's 10pm. I haven't started any work.

I have tests starting on friday which is a tad unfair since all the rest of the people in my school minus the 10 MOE dancers are starting theirs after the weekend. MEANS they have extra days to study. Ah well, sacrifices you make for being a dancer. But this is what keeps us disciplined, no?

Pressure.

I just want to hide under my duvet and sleep. I probably can't but I want to.

Too much work, too little discipline.

From tomorrow I'm gonna stick around in school till damn late at night and study, like I saw Warren and Gloria (separately) did last year.

That'll keep me off all the junk in my fridge too. Yay. Bye bye extra calories and fats.

Ok. The real complaint, I'm pissed. ( Not that whatever I just typed wasn't bothering me)

I'm pissed cos my air con leaked yesterday, destroying a couple of cards I had made and had left on the shelf. Yesterday was the first night I didn't sleep right away once my head hit the pillow.

Not that Bryan's bed wasn't comfortable. His is way more comfortable than mine, I always nap in his bed. But somehow, my mind wasn't at peace. Wasn't at rest.

You know what. I think I just have to surrender everything into His hands. What was I thinking doing LIFE by myself. All this is a journey to heaven no? And if I'm heading that way, obviously only God can give me directions. Otherwise how the toots will I know which way to go?

Ok so now I blogged all these out of my system, I can start work. 10. 28pm. Not a word closer to finishing my econs tutorial but I feel so much better now. =)

Time to wake up and smell the pen ink! Hah.