leader's retreat went well. the weather was perfect. not too much sun, no rain.

woke up so early to take a BUS to east coast. yes people, I AM A CHANGED PERSON. haha. come on, tell me, that I AM A CHANGED PERSON. until the taxi fares decrease. heh.

met josh on the bus after standing for so long. doh i am blind at times. haha.

luckily for me, i had josh with me, otherwise, taking instructions from dustbin over the phone to get to ecp would have driven me nuts and utterly confused. haha.

we had a short thought from pastor dave, had personal reflections, small group discussion and the vision for 2008, told to us by the comm.

i sat on the sand facing the sea and when one of the questions asked me about how my prayer life is like, i took all exanples from the sea. haha.

later we walked more than half an hour to the hawker centre. i shared popiah with amy jie.

then at night we were to lhk by the chartered bus. the journey there was depressing. it reminded me about how brillant my batch's people are. rjc, vjc, hci and all. and i? i am not taking and h3s, not doing science subjects and i dont get As as much.

worshipping later was harder than usual and i was extremely distracted by all the thoughts. haha. emo emo. thanksgiving and more emo. i had better try harder.

sian. i typed so much about the past few days and i forgot to save it. so now i have to RETYPE. argh.

basically i said that taiwan's shopping i really cool. lots of stuff to see and buy but very little time to actually do so. haha!

i bought lots of stuff. nice!

took many pictures too but only a few ended up nice.

bryan and i rushed from the airport after touching down back in singapore to church. we ran through rehearsals for the next day's outreach.

we had 4 salvations! =) so cool! thank God for being God. He rocks. seriously. =)

doing worship was fun cos jeanne and nana sang too. we harmonized some of the songs. i like! =)

the drama was very well done. i thought kris and vinna did a very good job. but i apologise for not being on time for any practice! heh. so sorry. =p

this year's drama was different. we didnt do a comedy. we didnt do a happy play. we did a slightly disturbing piece. very thinking one. i think this drama challenged the audience to think about how they could relate to the individuals and all. i like. the emsemble worked like one, i think we blew their minds!

on sunday we did the same thing. but with mikes. darn it i hate mikes. they spoil the flow of the drama and take away the focus. but the overflow. argh. all's still good, many of the adults came up to say that the drama was excellent. and when they said that, a felt a sense of seriousness. not just the "oh well done it was great, it was funny i enjoyed it!". so that probably means that our drama was clear enough and made sense. =)

christmas eve was yesterday. i did nothing except do christmas cards. almost 19 hours straight of cutting, gluing and writing. elisha, jeremy, malcolm, third bro, clement and matt stayed over. they went to swim at 3 in the morning and i made supper for them which they consumed at 4am. swedish meatballs and cheese sausages. clement drank the extra sauce. haha! i hope supper was good! guys finish their food most of the time, so its hard to tell if it was good or not. haha.

all of them finished the ice wine in the cellar and after that when they attempted to get some rest, i could hear a lot of gaying, screaming and beatboxing from the room they were in. haha. the influences of alcohol. tsk. sounded like they had lots of fun though, so i guess it was ok. afterall, none had any side effects. =)

i slept at 7 in the morning when daddy woke up. and then at 9 i rushed to get ready for church. we got there in time but the church was packed already so we sat in the first overflow. jeanne and nana saved a space for me. =) so nice. haha. the songs we sang were almost similar to the ones we sang for outreach. haha. i was half expecting the high hats to crash to hark the herald angels sing ( was it the high hats?) after we sang angels we have heard on high. haha.

i was really tired but somehow i didnt sleep through the sermon. i really listened to everything uncle william said. which i thought was amazing.

then after the service, everyone scrambled to find each other and give out cards and stuff. there was one point in time when the girls found ourselves leaning on the railings facing the guys on the other side of the building, doing exactly the same thing, in our direction. it was pretty hilarious haha. time wasting is good time spent. =p

gracie and i had lunch with the guys before she left to do other stuff and the rest of us with uncle shukun went to vivo to shop. we went to shop cos the guys wanted to CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! haha. but shopping makes me happy so i didnt disagree to the suggestion. =)

being the only girl didnt feel so bad today, cos the guys seeked my opinion on stuff they wanted to buy. feeling needed feels good. whatever that means. haha. at the end of the day, wynnie got 2 tops, eliel got his pants and we all were tired from walking so much.

my gosh i say my j1 guys have got good fashion sense. well most of them. heh.

shopping wasnt tiring cos most of the time i didnt think of where to go next. the guys went to all my favourite brands like pull and bear, zara, topshop and more. =)

today, i took the bus home! haha! cos the trains were jammed. it as fun, riding with daryl, uncle shuks and john. brotherhood yo! haha.

talked a lot, john slept quite a bit and i saw stuff i dont see when i take taxis. it took about an hour and more to get home but aiy, i'm boycotting taxis and hopefully by early next year they'll decrease prices. haha. then i can cab more often again. haha.

i put some stuff down at home before leaving the house again to go to tmcc for dinner. took a bathe before the courses came haha. bryan did the same.

i think everyone is tired from all the staying up and stuff.

i still have one more stayover at fensie jie's house. its almost like an annual thing now. haha. every new year's eve tonew year's day. but i like. =)

so much has happened since i gotback from taiwan.

basically, taiwan's shopping rocks. seriously, there is so much so see and so much you want. yet there is so little time! i bought a lot on this trip i literally made a hole in daddy's pocket. haha! no idea how he did it. now when he puts coins in his pocket, they fall out and then daddy tells me he forgot again about that hole. haha!

only kidding ok! that hole was discovered before the trip already. =)

my family travelled the whole of taiwan except alishan and i guess a few other smaller places. but other than that, i can say i've been there done that. =) we took pictures like mad everytime we stopped at a sightseeing destination. but after looking through all of them, i only liked a few nice ones. the rest didnt make me look good. =p

i'm in taiwan now. its pretty cool but most of the stuff is about the same price as singapore! so disappointing! nevertheless, i'm gonna shop like mad!

i already bought a bag for myself and some other smaller stuff i think is cute and one wynnie said was misleading. one day i'll bring it to church and then yall will know why! =)

I'm going with the flow, and talking about camp. Yeah, everyone is probably doing the same thing, or have done so already.

But I'll start from 3 days before camp, cos that when I left the house for class chalet which was immediately before camp.


5 dec.


After drama prac, I went home and got stayover stuff. It was raining so I took a cab down to downtown east. It was the peak hour and I took about half an hour to reach. The cab fare was about 20 bucks. My pocket half died.


The class went to get the food Serene ordered for the bbq so I waited outside the room for like 15 minutes, carrying my heavy overnight bag. I think the backache I had for the next few days was triggered by this.


Anyway, we barbequed in the rain. I held up the umbrella over the grill whilst Serene Rachel Deborah and Gussie got the fire going. Sybs and Becca were in the room doing security duty, making sure no one dares to enter our room from the back and steal our stuff. =)


More classmates came later and we ate till we were all bloated. There was still a lot left over so we gave it all to our neighbour. We ordered enough for the class but half pangseh-ed last minute, so yeah.


Saw Mella. With his class. Haha. His room was just 2 doors down. Mella later complained at camp that my room was still damn noisy at 4 am. =p Opps.


After the bbq, some of us went clubbing whilst the rest stayed in the room and watched Sister Act 2. Then at 4 when we were all back in the room, we watched the longest yard and talked till we fell asleep.


Pris Gussie and I woke up at like 7 to cab to different places. We shared one cab though. Pris dropped off at the MRT station, Gussie went to soccer training at Boon Keng and I went for drama prac.


My heartpains returned halfway into drama prac, so I left for home.


Then later I returned to downtown east and had dinner with the class. Nicholas came over and we all went crazy watching the SEA games opening ceremony in Thailand. The thai dances were so national-day-like but more hilarious. And the titles of the dances were damn corny too. We laughed at all the people we thought were possible trannies too. Oh dear. =p


Slowly we all drifted off to sleep one by one. But then in the middle of the night, figtree who was sleeping beside me flipped the pillow I was sharing with Gussie so then I woke up. Apparently Gussie was snoring. HAHA. And then Nicolas woke up too and said something that made most of us laugh.


In the morning, people asked me how I managed to sleep beside Gussie and not not sleep. Frankly I have no idea too. Haha. We packed up, checked out and then had breakfast at BK. Then I left at 11 for camp. Cabbing to Bueno Vista costed 20 bucks plus again. I thought it would be cheap! =( Only when I reached then people told me both places were at opposite ends of Singapore. =p I thought they were around the same place. HAHA. Oh well.


This is the first camp that daddy and nicole didnt go for. And the first camp daddy didn't carry my bag up to the bunk for me. But bryan got someone else to do it I guess. Since my camp bag which I packed for him to bring before I left for chalet was already in the bunk. Heh.


This was also the first camp in which I had to serve in worship. So it meant that I couldnt always respond like the way I did during all the response times. But serving was cool though. =)


The camp speaker was Ps Carl Butler from NewZealand. What he talked about during the 6 sermons we had all really spoke to me and was really perfect timing for me to hear it. Like the talents, the equipments, the intimacy. Ask me about them if you want to know more cos there is really a lot to talk about. =) I'll be glad to share. It's very interesting really.


The camp was very different from all the other camps I have been to. Instead of getting so on fire for a short time, I think the camp prepared us to be high for God for a long long time. Which is much better I feel.


The day programmes were alright, I thought everything was more relaxed and not so packed. Which was good. But then the nights to me were horrible. Every night I wanted to go home but every night it was too late for mummy and daddy to pick me up. Every night I cried and had to keep it down so that the whole bunk didn't wake up. For once in my life I felt alone around church mates.

Jeanne and I agreed that now I don't seem to be as close to the J1s anymore. I can be standing right next to any one of them but I can feel so out of place. But there is no one else but me to blame.

During worships, I pray and ask God to help me focus on Him only, and not bother about such trivial matters.

But afterwards, I see that they have so much fun with each other, they have stuff to talk about and internal jokes to laugh about. Then somehow I feel like I'm not needed. And then I have to pray for strength and courage to last the night.

I say I'm fine, but really, you gotta look closer.

It hasn't been a while since I last blogged. But so much has happened I think I had better keep the memory somewhere safe. I don't want to lose it.

Gus' birthday was celebrated with half the class. Swensons at marina square it was and Zhuann, Rachel, Nick, Gus, Ian and I walked all the way, from the MRT station. We got lost halfway but always, as long as food is our final destination's reward, we would never get lost for long.

Gus walked away from the table about 3times and in that few minutes, zhuann passed me his camera and I filmed the rest of the class' birthday greeting.

We had pretty lil cupcakes instead of a real whole cake and had fun watching Gus open his presents. It's lucky the class decided to chip in to get his presents together. Otherwise there would be duplicate presents. Like the set of fake moustaches I bought with Jiaen. Ame and Serene almost got them until I told them I had bought them already. What can I say? Great minds think alike eh. =)

We bowled 2 games later and cam whored like mad there. Or rather, Zhuann took quite a few pictures of us. Haha. He later complained he was already tired. =p

Thats Serene Ame and I at the wall.

With "maria" tagging behind, carrying the doggy-bagged cupcakes.

I thought this was cool. Haha. One of the cam whoring pictures taken by zhuann.

zhuann finished the video at 11 and sent it to Gussie before uploading on youtube. Its frickin' HILARIOUS! Haha. Seriously, the first 4 seconds already saw me burst out in laughter.

Go watch it. Just search for "The Happy Birthday Gus Project". =)

It had more than 50 hits in an hour. I say thats how popular. YAY! Haha.

That's my friday.

Saturday was spent with Daddy at Raffles City. We went to inagiku for good jap food. HAHA. Daddy sent a message to mummy in vietnam, asking her if she wanted to join us. Mummy just replied," idiot". HAHA.

Queued for 15 minutes for 2.5 dozen doughnuts, then brought 2 dozen to church. I thought Ps Dave's message was funny and interesting. And we played board games for CG time! Haha. I won the CG overall. Yeah. Girl power ( I was the only girl).

Jonathan came in halfway and I carried him around for a while. He was getting excited seeing all the small game pieces. Haha. I took pictures with him. HE is EXTREMELY ADORABLE. LOVE HIM. =))

Took an hour's bus ride to clarke quay and had a drink before cabbing down to daddy chew's house. NICE. Love the pool there. Absolutely amazing. It's like a maze. Aww I wish I were 8 again. Haha. Swings and slides and water guns and all in the pool...

Auntie Christina took me upstairs and I saw their house. The house was rather small as compared to their older house and YCK but I think the facilites make up for the lack of space. Auntie Christina complained about how she keeps knocking her head against the sink when hand washing her clothes. Haha. I saw quite a lot of similarities between my house and theirs. Quite a number of similar appliances around the house. I think their house is NICE. Have I said that already? Haha.

Sunday saw me up at 8am. But doing nothing until 820am. Wanna guess why? Aiy I'll just tell you. The guys were hogging the toilet again! My tians I tell you, I was quite pissed cos in the end I didn't get to eat the double choc doughnut. Stupid bryan took it, after daddy reserved it for me! RARGH. We left the house at 840am. Church starts at 845 and we take 20 minutes to get there. And then in the end I was blamed cos we didn't reach church on time. I told mummy my story at dinner earlier (SUSHI. YEAH MAN.) and she said it was a valid complain. HAH.

Next time, the guy should wake up at 7 and hurry clear up the toilet for me to use at 8. Thank you. =)

I'm letting it go. and I'm letting God take control. It's too much for me to worry about anyway. Haha.

So why give me hope when you already are thinking " NO"?

I was spotted and I was excited.

So for the first time since I was 8 (do the math), someone else is telling me that my dream is not just a dream, it can become reality.

Why not? I checked them out, sounds legal, sounds clean, sounds strict but sounds good.

The mother checked it out, but what she told me wasn't what I wanted to hear.

" I tentatively agreed to the 2nd interview cos I wanted to know what their company did and who they are."

" I don't mind you going through the course but I don't want you to do any assignments till you get your university degree. No assignments, not even during the long holidays after A levels. You will be a relief teacher, or work in my office, keying in stuff and doing up excel files. You will give tuition and babysit."

" When you're 21 then you take care of yourself. If you still got that passion then by all means go for it."

" BUT I don't think they will keep you for that long if you don't do assignments."

Said the father," The entertainment industry is full of smokers and clubbers and drinkers. I don't want you to be influenced by them when you do assignments. So the best is to stay away from them."

" Take Annabel Chong for example. Raffles student, but one day she went cuckoo and had sex with hundreds of men. It's in the Guinness World of Records."

" Entertainers marry and remarry and remarry and remarry."

Sounds like a No from the beginning. So why give me false hope. This is what my parents like to do. Always give false hope. Always force you to do something you dont want to do. Always trying to steer you in the direction they WANT you to take. Safest way is the best way. Even if it means no fun, no laughter and no joy. No discussion. No talking back even if its valid points cos that would just mean you're plain stubborn, you have no manners and you can't control yourself so why should we give you any choice at all?

Its not as if I have no self control, its not as if I always fall into temptation when they come my way. You say most of the entertainers drink and smoke and club. You say its a dirty business. But don't just look on the bad side. Come on, there are happy families too. Its not as if in my eyes, there's only good. Of course I see the bad side. But I'm not doing it for the money or the fame. I'm doing it because it was my passion and dream since 1998. You're just killing my dream cos you don't like what I dream. So what for sustain me and keep me alive. So what for dream. I should have woken up 10 years ago.

You say I should go overseas and study. But you keep telling me you won't send me overseas to study. " Just get a scholarship." You think its so easy huh. Have you ever wondered if I wanted to go overseas to study? Haha. Joke. No.

I'm on my way to achieving my dream. I'm on my way to what I want to do in life. Normally, parents support their children and tell them not to give up in life. So why are my parents so abnormal? Why are they trying to make me become a teacher, a banker, a white collar worker?

Don't they get it? After 17 years they still don't get it?

I dont want to be cooped up in an air-conditioned office the whole day, breathing in cold dry air. I want to be out there in the open, even if it means perspiration, rain, thunder and lightning. Cos thats what I enjoy.

Don't tell me " I can always set up a company and attract all the young girls also what."

Don't tell me " Bullshit".

Don't tell me " Ok but not now, wait 4 years. Wait till your passion dies off then you'll reconsider."

So you think after 10 years my passion can just die off like that?

If in the first place you dont want me to be like this then why enrol me into speech and drama lessons, why make me sing and dance when I was younger for your relatives and friends when they are over for dinner, why allow me to be in drama club or dance when you don't want me to love it? Just force me to join an intellectual cca like debate. Oh no. Then I'll be able to speak up against you. Better not huh. Maybe library club would be better. I would just read all day quietly, sometimes dreaming of becoming the next president.

If you wanted to take me out of table tennis when I was in secondary 2, what for put me in the cca from the beginning?

In the first place if you wanted me to be a quiet little girl, without the ability to say no to whatever her parents want her to do, or plan for her to do, then why didn't you sew up my mouth when I was a baby? Or tear out my voice box?

I hate it when my parents show me the dreams they have for me, cos its not mine.

I hate it when they don't trust me and treat me like a little girl, who have no cares of the world and only want what's in front of her, always falling into temptation of sweets, not knowing how painful the toothache would be later. I have plans, I have my own ideas, thank you. I know what the industry may bring to me but I'll be ready to face it. I have my limit and I can say no too you know. I have priorities and I know what is important. I am not going to give up on studies once I tasted how sweet the entertainment industry is. I'm not a girl anymore. Wake up, your daughter is growing up already.

I keep praying for opportunities and I keep praying I'll be prepared for them. So why is it when one finally knocks on my door after 3 years (when you said no again to a good opportunity) you say no again? What for pray for opportunities then? I should pray for a life instead.

Besides, you keep saying you've seen so much. So how come you still don't understand that when you keep forcing your child to a point so much, usually they rebel? So you want to see me drink smoke club and all?

Sorry but I know what's best of me. Even if you don't. Cos thats what I see. You don't. You don't understand.

So today was SA's open house. We had a dance performance in the CC at 12noon and one at 2pm at the linkway outside the GO.

Everyone was in a terrible mess during the CC performance. I had absolutely no make up and had to borrow everything. I decided that I had to get my own kit.

I thought our first performance was crap. Rather horrible. Wardrobe malfunctions and all. But the second performance was good. =) Miss K was watching our 2nd performance. But before that, she HAD to hold up the whole school to scold a dancer for not handing up work. WHAT THE FRIGGING TOOTS. SERIOUSLY, come on man. She doesn't own the whole school. She just HAD to allow the attention to rest on her.

If Miss K was slightly more lenient and can bond with the students better rather than terrorize them, I think more people would enjoy lit more.

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So. I need mascara. ( Loreal volume shocking mascara = nice. )

2nd) Eye shadow. Of course not as ridiculous as this 130 colour palatte.

3rd) Eyeliner (I have no idea what brand is good.)

4th) Blusher ( Yuck)

5th) Creper! (What the toots. I need this! Mascara without creper is weird. Haha.)

6th) Lipstick ( Yuck I hate this)

Foundation and all the other yucky crap- Buy also wont use. Yuck.

I have no idea what's going on.

Stop.

SAJC OPEN HOUSE

17 NOVEMBER 2007 (this saturday)

POTONG PASIR

10AM to 4PM

*dance would be performing at 12noon and 2pm. =)

COME LOOK SEE LOOK SEE!

(oh my tians i sound like some despo saleswoman.)

So, I've started on my christmas list of things I want to get but probably can't afford it all.

(Cue: you. Heh.)

So you've seen number 1,


BIOTHERM ABDO CHOC (refer to previous post for image)


2. UZAP (the one existing in my room is cranky already.)



3. Lime green crumpler messanger bag. (orange/red/grey/black/blue also nice.)





4. Lime green crumpler laptop case (Length:35cm/13.5inches, Diagonal length: 42cm/16inches)


More when I think of it. =)

This is what you get if you leave Bryan Hoe at home alone for a day.

Nuff said.

A picture speaks a thousand words. But in this case, this two thousand word essay is not complete without the following few..

" What I want for Christmas"

Call me crazy.

=)

It's 4.29am. Early in the morning. An ungodly hour. Actually, I have no idea why they call it an "ungodly" hour. I mean like, God is everywhere, everytime, He's in the past, present, future, always. So at 4.29am, God is still present. So why "ungodly". Bah. Doesn't matter. Point is, I'm still awake. Just finished packing all the JC1 materials into their respectful files, according to subjects. I'm happy, I aimed to finish by Sunday. Technically, it's Monday already, but I haven't slept yet so let's just consider this as Sunday. =)

I'm tired but I'm pretty happy. =)

By Monday 12noon, I would have handed in my I&R. Meaning that my PW is really, totally, finally OVER. Yeah, you heard me right. OVER. No more proposals, no more reports after reports, no more presentations and all that kinda crap.

Haha I just remembered something ramdom. Eliel told me," DON'T. WORK. HARD." on Saturday when I was leaving TM and he was standing by the door. Easy for you to say.

The heartpains are back and I hope the leak didn't worsen. No visible MPV which is good. But that was a while ago.

Saturday. Going to the doctors to get a jab. They think I might have TB. I pray not. One of the symptoms is chest pains. Damn it.

I'm needle-phobic. Oh dear. But I'll try not to avoid the jab, I'll try not to cry cos seriously, it's damn embarassing. But I can't help it. I become crazy when I go too close needles. Haha.

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1 week of holidays down. 7 short ones left. I have so much to cover in 7 short weeks. This is not much better than normal school days. Not that I'm looking forward to school. I have Miss K for H1 lit next year. Oh God bless me.

During her introductory lecture, I didnt dare move a whisker. What the toots, I didn't even dare touch my hair in fear of her picking me out of the crowd. What the toots, what a teacher. So how do I put " STRONGLY AGREE" on school surveys when they ask if my teachers are approachable?

I'm telling you, the school sets the survey questions biasly. They set it in a way that they get the answers they want. BRILLIANT.

Saturday was a blast.



Had to skip church, but it was fun.



Met rachel and athena and went to dawn's house.

HER HOUSE IS FRICKING BIG. Damn nice. Too bad i didn't take pictures. Ah well.

We prepared the house for the J2s. Everyone had a hard time blowing balloons. It was like IMPOSSIBLE to blow it up big. Haha. Then we pasted clues all over the house.

The theme for the night was MURDER ON THE DANCE FLOOR.

And the J2s were put into 4 different groups. They also had to come dressed accordingly. There were the TAITAIs, the PROFESSIONALs, the GHETTO SUPERSTARS and the WEIRDOs.

VK the professional came as a chinese magistrate when we told her she was to come as a judge. HAHA.

The J2s uncovered the clues rather quickly but they didnt know that all the clues were useless.

Oh by the way, the plot went like this..

Miss Tatum was killed on the 13th of September 2007 on the dance floor and the police called everyone who is a suspect back to the scene of the crime (the J2s). The police has found reasons and motives as to why each person wanted to kill Miss Tatum and everyone had to find their own evidence to point the arrow at someone else, thus proving their own innocence.

We (the J1s) were the waitresses and the murderers and we killed the J2s off slowly by offering them drinks. If they accepted then we would report it to the head waitress, Dawn and she would paste a piece of tape on them, signifying they were dead. Haha. Of course the J2s didnt know that and they just assumed one of their own was the murderer. =)

We played 2 smaller games in which the winning group got a real clue. Haha. But at the end of the night, no one got the right answer. HAHA.

I think throughout the night, I killed about 1/6 of the J2s. I killed like a whole group at a shot when they all accepted drinks from me. YAYES! Haha.

The farewell ended with a group hug and pictures!! Then I spent the rest of the night with Nicole, Amanda, Constance, Janice, Gwen, Sijia and Michelle. But I shan't tell you what happened. I'll write it on the other side.

Hey y'all.

Do this for me yeah! It's for my PW. It's urgent! Haha.

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=5Tr8SdpTkGfLd9v7Ug4Ztw_3d_3d

Lovelove. =))

Aren't chocolates supposed to be sweet?

Mrs Goh gave me one today during gp lecture, when we got back our compre results. Damn it man I'm failing even english.

I failed geog.
I failed lit.
I failed econs.
I failed math.

The only thing I'm passing is chinese. What the toots. Frickin' chinese which I don't like the most. What an irony.

I kept crying in school. After every paper was returned. And I kept asking myself what I was doing in my life.

I keep telling people I'll probably retain but nobody ever listens to me properly. They'll just shake it off with a," Aiyah, won't lah.."

I keep asking for help but it's always coming too late. Otherwise, it doesn't come. It seems I have a very steady appearance that fools people into thinking I can overcome everything with ease. I'm telling you now, that's not who I am.

There are times when I can brave the fiercest storms.
But there are also times when I can't stand the drizzle.

I don't want to be retained.
But everyday it seems like I'm moving backwards instead of forward.
I have no intention of being in the same standard as my younger brother.

Mummy and daddy said they won't scold me or punish me or be angry if I retain. But I know they'll be utterly disappointed.

Mummy once told me in sec 4 that taking a bit of chocolate everyday would make me happier.

But how come the Ferrero Rocher tasted salty today?

Social night was fun! I keep saying it was good and I enjoyed myself but daddy chew doesn't believe me I think. Haha.

I wore the simple white and red dress nicole from dance lent me. Mummy was home when I came home from school and she helped me prepare for it. I forgot to iron the dress darn it. Thank goodness mummy was home. Heh. I think Mummy was a bit more excited than me. She asked me if I wanted to put on make up, if I had lip gloss, tissues, money, handphone in my bag...

After telling me a lot of stuff to do or not to do, I went downstairs and daddy and auntie christina picked me up. We went to his house before taking a cab to raffles marina. THE TAXI FARE WAS ABOUT $30 DOLLARS!! Madness!!

Daddy's vice-chairman was there with his girlfriend already and for a moment I felt rather overdressed. Hazima ( I hope I got it right) was wearing pants and a woollen top. And I wore heels, a dress that's fit for prom (though I wont wear it for prom).. Lucky for me, most of the other girls dressed up more than me, with lots of make up and made-up hair... Heh.

I helped to decorate the picture frames that were given out as prizes for the blind bogey competition and the mr and miss echo competition. Basically I made the dance prize as gay as possible with pink, purple, hearts, kisses, flowers and so on though I knew that only a selected few guys were saboed into the game. HAHA.

Daddy and I constantly koped m&ms from the big jar of it throughout the whole of registration. It was for the "guess the number" game. Heh. At first we were unnoted. Then Daddy's vice-chairman caught us and was all," BUT I got the exact number leh! Haha." Oh well. We continued koping after that anyway. Heh.

Daddy kept a nice rose for me before all the other girls took a rose each... Yayes! =) Woots. Good to be the first few to arrive.

There was the couple shot thing where they took your pictures and printed it out immediately for you. At first I thought the picture was quite nice. But then I kept looking at it and realised that I didn't look that good afterall. Haha. I had huge eyebags and my eyes look too small. Maybe I was about to close my eyes. AIYAH.

The buffet dinner was good. The quality was slightly above average. But there was one one serving thats all. Meaning that if the food ran out, they wont replenish it. Not that I needed more, I had more than enough. But I guess NSmen eat a lot. Haha.

The program went well I guess. I thought the blind bogey was the cutest. The saboed guys were very sporting and went all out, dancing like mad. At some points in time, the guys were like humping each other. HAHA. The whole dance was very entertaining. =)

A few more games were carried out such as the "know your date" game which was pretty hilarious and amazing at the same time. Bala the guy with the blind date actually managed to survive for so long into the game. Everytime he and his date got identical answers, everyone would cheer like mad. HAHA.

One question I remember is," If your date were a fish, what would he be?"

Most of the couples gave identical answers which was very surprising if you asked me. I mean like, some of them could be so specific as to name the species of shark or give the name of a movie character. One couple gave," Reef shark", what the toots. And another had," Nemo".

Throughout the whole dinner, daddy had to run about doing errands and managing the whole program. I think he spent less than half the time in his seat. Haha.

After the whole dinner, we waited for daddy's parents to pick us up and ate more m&ms. Heh. There were quite a few roses left so daddy picked all the nice ones for me. HAHA. So now I have a total of 9+1(that I already had)=10!! =)) Already more than what everyone gave me altogether this year! Yayes!! Nice long stemmed beauties all sitting in my room being dried at this very moment. Soon, I'll be able to put them all in the vase I bought at IKEA recently. Nice nice! =)

I can't wait for comms ball next year! It should be more fun! =) Daddy said he would reject being in the comms ball committee so that he could sit down more and enjoy his comms ball. Apparently the whatever instructor/trainer person already asked him if he wanted to do comms ball too. Haha.

I have no idea what I am doing here. But I kinda want to digress from my revision for promos.

I'm a lil worried what may come my way.

Teacher's telling you you'll probably retain is not a very happy thought. I asked Mr Nah what he thought of my potential to promote. He just gave a very big sigh and told me to just do my best.

I'm thinking, what if it's God's plan for me to retain?

I don't like that plan. I don't want to follow it. I want to be like Jonah in the Bible, where He "ran away". But come to think of it, his boat did get knocked by the storm, he did get thrown overboard, he did get swallowed by a big fish. I can imagine the fear and shock of being swallowed by a fish already.

On the other hand, I'm like, obligated to follow God cos I know it would be stupid not to. God's God. He knows everything, He controls everything. I'm His child and He's my father.

People tell me to leave it in His hands but I just aren't willing to do so. I just want to promote. But I want God with me. I want Him to work with me through the A levels. Otherwise, it would be another wasted year.

Maybe God wants to use this to punish me. But I don't want to accept the reality of it.

Day by day everything is becoming clearer. But I'm praying for a miracle.

I shall have faith in Him to guide me through. It's a matter of trust. It's difficult, but I'll.

Societal expectations and other social pressures don't allow me to retain. I shan't let myself.

Ouch. 2 sudden split second heart pains. I don't like.

They are not the least bit worried.
They kinda broke my heart today.

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SA felt the tremors again.
Right after assembly, our class was in the comp lab when I thought I was feeling giddy.
Then I was wondering why the table could move in a circular motion. HAHA.
Cheyenne opened the comp lab door and we heard a loud commotion.
Turned out, everyone was like rushing to the assembly area.
EMERGENCY EVACUATION.
Fun fun.
We sat at the track and played hamburger slam for about half an hour before going back for lessons. Haha.

I slept in all my lessons again. And Serene said I snored in geog. HAHA.

I dont snore ok people. HAHA. Maybe I just breathed damn hard. Like deep breathing or something.

But I dont snore thats for sure. =)

Today's pain check: Yes. A bit worse at night than previous days. On-off throughout the day. Dull.

Thank You God, for giving me opportunities today. I pray that when more come my way, You'll let me be prepared for them.

I pray Lord, that I can have enough self control and disipline to sit down and do more work. I want to be promoted Lord.

Today's pain check: Yes. Dull. On-off throughout the day, less than yesterday. But sharper pain before and after sleep.

I slept through the whole chinese class today and laoshi said she gave up on me. But it didn't break my heart nor did it affect me. Afterall, it's not the first time I've heard it already.

I slept in all the rest of the lessons I had. I had more sleep but I don't know why I was more tired. Hmm.

Felt weird throughout the day, mainly because it was very obvious she was avoiding me. But I did all I can to make up and make peace, so it's all up to her to make the first move.

Finished studying term 1's human geog. Now there is term 2 and 3 and physical geog to cover. Let's not talk about lit, econs and math for now. =)

Wished the twins happy birthday today via sms and they both replied at the same time and exactly the same message. HAHA. It was pretty cool.

Today's pain check: Yes. Sharp before I slept last night and when I woke up. Dull during the day but less subtle than yesterday. On-off throughout the day.

First day of school and Diana Sybil and Becca ponned. For a few moments I blamed myself and wondered if I didn't didn't come to school, would they go?



But because they didn't go, I had a chance to open my eyes and see the other people who were around me. People I was blinded from cos of the comfort I enjoyed while with the girls.



Chinese was as usual, horrible. Laoshi woke me up a few times but eventually she gave up and let me sleep through the hour and half lesson.



The weather was so good and everyone was reluctant to do PE. We still did though. All 10 minutes of it. Haha.



During PW, the whole group of us classmates sat in a circle and talked about all sorts of funn stuff, about how different names alone gave different impressions and all. Then Jonadab proceeded to holding his breath for 3 and a half minutes. His face was the colour of death for a while and it was scary. But then, we all decided to join in!! HAHA. So yeah, all of us competed to see who could hold their breath for a longer time. Of course, Jonadab won the whole thing hands down. But I came in one of the tops too! With 2 minutes 10 seconds.



After PW, Const, Ian and I went downstairs to see the progress of the art works and we were all pretty amazed at what we saw. Stunning painting. We're going back in a few days to take pictures of the hopefully completed works.



Rachel Ian Const and I took quite a number of crazy pictures. From transformer/robotic themed ones to horror themed ones. Pretty cool I say.



Const and I went for lunch and econs together and we had pretty cool conversations.



Both of us agree that Const and I got on well and we talked about how if we didn't know anyone at all at the beginning of the year and there were no secondary school friends or whatsoever, we just might have been in the same clique.



I guess this is the reason God gave me all these recent conflicts. Thank You God, for all these. Cos it was a blessing in disguise truly.

Today's pain check: Yes. Dull. Whole day.

Do not give in to sadness or desperation for what you are going through today.

God knows how you feel.

God knows exactly and with perfection what is being allowed to happen to you in your life at this precise moment.

So even if I am worried, I should not be. God has perfect plans for me.

" He will not always accuse, nor will He harbor His anger forever.

For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is His love for those who fear Him.

Praise the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits- who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases..."

Today's pain check: Yes. Dull. Night. Short while.

so i dont even know whats going on. i dont know why God gave me all these to handle all at a go.
but i know that He wont give me something too big that i cant handle.

God,

please give me to disipline to sit down and study for promos. i dont want to retain. help me understand all i need to or at least what i need to to promote.

help me through this tough time, as i suffer the consequences of the actions i have made, and help me grow from these experiences. let me not be such a big mouthed person, help me be more of a listener than speaker.

Lord i pray that everthing would be fine, and i know You'll always be with me.

Lord i pray that in case anything bad happens to me, You'll let me be at peace with everyone.

Lord, i put my faith in You. You'll help me through the journey to heaven, my walk on earth.

Ian's party went fine. But our class had our very first conflict. Quite cool.Years later, we're all gonna laugh at this.



I blame myself even if Gussie persist that it's not the least bit me.



Maybe I should have been more careful.



But now if taking the blame eases tension, I dont mind being used for once.

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Today is one day later and tension is still in the air.

I went to the cardiologist and for the first time, was afraid of what I had to hear.

I did another ECG. This time with a machine of high technology. So the ECG lasted a whole minute instead of the 5 minutes I had to endure 2 weeks earlier.

The doctor's actions were not the usual listen to your heartbeat kinda actions. He listened to my heartbeat while I sat, laid down, stood..

Then he asked a few questions and gave his verdict.

Pretty cool way to deliver such a message I say. Relief first then shock. Then solutions.

Had to wait another 20 minutes to do the echo. Which lasted half an hour. It took so long I almost slept whilst the assistant took all the infomation she needed. At times, I heard some thumping noises, so I presumed they were the sounds of my heartbeat. Pretty weird noises if you asked me.


Looks like there is a tiny little problem I have.

I slept at 6 plus in the morning after finishing about 4 pages of WR. How productive.
Note: sacarsm intended.

Following that, Sybil woke me up and we took a bus to Rachel's house. I RAN FOR THE BUS and sybil saw me dashing across the overhead bridge. Ok, major unglamness! HAHA.

We did quite a bit of work at Rachel's UBER COOL house. Its frickin' big, and super artistic though it is a little messy.

Sybs, Gussie and I declared that it was really the coolest house. Haha.

Sybs left after the laksa which was TEA. I thought it was dinner, my goodness! Heh.

Then Gussie explained Monopoly to me and we had dinner whilst watching Blades of Glory. What a nonsensical show. But it was entertaining all the same.

I got locked out at the balcony by Gussie that meaniepok and he proceeded to read my smses in front of me. Haha. No scandals recently so it was fine. We read each other's messages anyway. So thats what I did when I got back into the room. And to add on, I sent Zhuann quite a few suggestive messages. So for a few minutes, "Gussie" and Zhuann had a very horny sms conversation. HAHA.

Mutual pact: Gussie was ratty with me and I watch dead silence with him afterthat.

My gosh, I regretted immediately after crossing pinkies.

Tomorrow we're all coming over to my house to study and swim at night. Cos today, we just studied until eventually there wasnt time to swim as planned. Which was good! Can you imagine swimming at 8 30pm at night.. FREEZING. At least the hot tub in my compound is heated. NOT SO BAD. Haha. So yeah, tomorrow is full speed mugging until 8. Then relax till I dunno what time.

I abandoned my room and left it in such a messy state that Auntie Mia commented that a plane must have crashed in my room.


Went to meet Sybs Beckie Gussie Zhuann. Beckie explained plate movements and resultant landforms. It was a really fruitful session.



Halfway, Sybs went for dinner with her family and becca also went off.

The guys then had a craving for sushi, so we walked to Sushi Tei.

Zhuann ate his first few strands of soba my gosh! HAHA. And we 3 cam whored for a while before going home. Gussie tried to play the guitar but stopped after people occupied the table beside ours. HAHA.

I better start studying.





I should probably stay in school after econs and math tomorrow to do work. Otherwise, no work would be done.





I really don't want to be retained.





Not cool to be in the same standard as your little brother, especially in an unbelievably competitive society I am living in.





Its 4am in the morning. I have to wake up at 8. Nice one Cheryl.

I was packing my room today after moving back to serangoon. I saw that I had a lot of storybooks. I saw there was a bookmark in "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" so I sat back down on the chair I was standing on to access the higher shelves and I read from where the bookmark was.

I couldnt hold back my emotion whilst reading.

Mitch Albom has so wonderfully crafted such emotions into a lifeless character like Eddie that not feeling any sense of pity, or sharing the pain and shock with Eddie as he meets his 5 people would just be madness and almost 'inhumane'.

It soften hearts when grown men put aside their pride and all that ego, and willingly express his hurt, show his true emotions, tells his side of the story.

If only you were like that. If only you told me how tired you felt, how sad you were, how angry, how jealous, how happy, how excited, how jealous you were. Then I'll truly be happy, like Maguerite, and know that you really love me.

dance dance dance dance today, in the morning.



everyone said it was good and all. but i was kinda disappointed when mr nah only recognised rachel and not me. tsk aiy.



i regret not doing the dance as well as i can. the stage was too slippery, i couldnt krump properly. tsk aiy.



jonnie junnie cuthbert ryner gabriel smoker chang holy adrian rachel came over to sas to play ball. rachel and i hung out whilst they did so. then we went to macs with gabriel and smoker chang and met my classmates.

then we went back to sas so slack somemore before rachel and i went to my outram crib to pack up stuff. in the end we cam whored and watched youtube. =p

after that, i went to sybils house to study. rachel gussie sybil and i went to the market to get a LOT of food before returning to her house to study. LOVE SYBILS HOUSE. a lot of things to eat!! =))

i reached home at 12 plus.

so my heart hurt so bad in school today i was crying like mad.

daddy called me and i told him i was alright.

he told me to go see my teacher but i didnt.

then i could hardly contain myself so i said bye quickly.

whole day affair. not funny. i thought i was gonna die soon when in the afternoon during dance rehearsal i was all energetic. you know, the life before death thing, when people suddenly get bursts of energy before they die. haha.

nah but i'm still here. so yeah..

the first run through was horrible!! my gosh. my sweater top slipped cos i forgot to pin it down. so it looks like i tied one aroundm waist after a while.

then when it came to the w part. i stripped it off and flung it backstage. haha!

becca said she could imagine when i told her about it. woah!!!

i used about 9 safety pins for the second run through. and this run through was so much better. haha.

i think the jumping on stage thing is dm cool. =)

went home in a bad mood though. cos i lost my pair of fbts. so i had to go home in full uniform. so irritating.

i hope my heart pains stop soon. its getting scary. and i want to dance.

I have so much to catch up on. I wonder what I have been doing the past term and term 2.

Time flies so quickly, I'm breathless.

I've got WR, EoM and I&R.

I've got GEOG, LIT, ECONS essays and other assignments overdue. Let's not talk about revising for promos now.

I've got a frickin chinese workbook to complete by tomorrow.
SCREW THE CHINESE. Hate it so much. People keep telling me how I can't speak it. I cant even read and understand I know thank you.

I want to go to Melbourne for dance. I'm very tempted to curse and swear cos my daddy doesnt think he'll let me go.

My stupid finger is being a pain.

My heart's not right.

I need to fix so many things suddenly I dont know where to start.

Maybe I can look forward to social night. Shopping with whatever existant money in my bank account and meeting daddy's army mates.

So now. Looks like I gotta chiong I&R.

And everything else.

I need God. I want God. I'm almost desparate.

Today I twisted my finger. But only when I went home then did it look swollen and purple. See I told you my reactions were retarded.

Went to the doctor's to get it diagnosed. She gave me stuff to put on and stuff to eat, butI still dont know what happened to it. HAHA.

Daddy told the doctor about my heart problem and she did an ECG on me. It was scary. I felt like a science experiment with all the electrodes and wires and machines and beepings and readings and stuff.

The doctor said I shouldn't take PE or do anything vigorous. But Teacher's day is on friday and the dance is frickin' fast and VIGOROUS. Heck, no-one needs to know. (refering to higher authorities)

Ok, my heart is feeling pain now again. Dm it.

Alright. So now it seems like we have less than 2 weeks to finish Keisha's dance. Now we have to perform for teacher's day. My gosh, we're so not ready! =(

It's about a month or so (slightly more but I shall deceive myself and start panicking so that my revision gets done soon) to promos. SO EXCITING. Haha.

Going to the Service Term ball thing with daddy. Yayes! I remember the officer talk thing at SA weeks ago (the one that I slept through most of the talk) and he said that it was an honour and previlage for girls to go. And I distinctly remembered that I told myself, " I don't care, someone better take me, even if it's Bryan."

Bryan better make it to OCS and take me. So that I can go twice. HAHA.

I shall NOW start to mug. Mugging now means nearer the date, I won't be so stressed.

SA OPEN HOUSE
10 OCTOBER
COME SEE KEISHA'S DANCE.
=)

Gotta think of what to wear for teacher's day now. Aiy.

Haven't blogged in a while. So I shall be quick and brief about the recent stuff. Here goes.

1. Doing Open House performance on the 10th OCTOBER. We're ding Keisha's dance (Hiphop). My gosh. Dm cool.

2. Lugged half my house to church to do worship prac and worship. My team on saturday was like a mixed team. Synthersizerer swopped, guitarist swopped. NO VOCALISTS. So Dustbin sang for me. Haha. I forgot to pray maybe. That's way I felt super nervous all of a sudden and I kept stumbling on what I wanted to say which I told my team during devotion with ease. What the toots. But I don't mind being a fool for God.

3. Lugged half my house minus my lunch which was already eaten to school's macs to do the lit presentation. Unfruitful day. We were distracted by Figtree's vaio and a quarter of my house- my laptop.

4. Gussie keeps leaving stuff behind which is comical. He left his housekeys, ipod, money, jacket behind before, not all at the same time duh haha. I say next is his cellphone. HAHA.

5. Jonah came to study. I finished my lit reading.

6. Slept at 5 in the morning. Finished lit assignment.

7. Woke up at 3pm and went to Joanne's for BBQ.

8. Lost 2-2 to Jeremy in table tennis. RARGH.

9.J1 guys are easily amused by smashes. They WOW everytime either one of us smash.

10. I successfully blocked one dm powerful smash. WHEEE. Miss playing really.

11. Again, the guys hid my stuff. My phone went missing after taking group shots.

12. Joanne said she would call my phone and see who takes my phone out of his bag or pocket. I said no need cos one of them will willingly return it after a while. Haha.

13. Wynnie gave it back cos Gussie msged. HAHA.

14. I keep eating chocolates in school. A packet of M&Ms last me an hour. I should revert back to HARIBO to save money and get back to shape. Took pictures today and I looked fat. Really. Really.

14. Many many things to revise before promos. Better start studying. ARGH.

It kinda sucks when you ask a teacher a question and the teacher says something like," Forget it, never mind it."

So. I drove one teacher crazy that teacher decided to give up on me.

Then. I thought I understood my econs dm well already and was rather glad I was so prepared. But when I looked at the question ( it was dm simple), nothing can to my head.

De javu.

Last year's geog test in class. I studied for it. I studied one process harder, in particular.

And when the question was," What is the name of this process?"

I left the dm thing blank cos I was stuck. I couldn't remember what the toots it was.

Freak. I hate myself for being so dm dumb sometimes.

God never slumbers. He won't give up on me.

So I slept at 8am. Woke up at 1pm.

Went to church and watched the DVD on BGR. It was alright. But I thought today's discussion was dm fun! HAHA. Talked so much about boys and relationships and all. Of course, cg time wasnt co-ed. Today, the girls and guys split up for discussion.

And when we couldnt find logical reasons to answer our questions during cg time, we just blame the guys for being downright stupid and dumb. HAHA.

But it's true. Guys just aren't sensitive to feelings like girls are.

Tell a guy you're alright when you're not and he'll go," Ok, bye."

Tell a girl you're alright when you're not and she'll go," No, I know you're not, so tell me what's bothering you when you are ready. I'll be here."

See the difference.

They say there can't be plutonic relationships between 2 people of the opposite gender. I say can. But of course, it depends on what kind of person the guy is. If you obviously know that there is no feelings between you and that guy, then hanging out and talking and all is alright.

I can think of one guy I most definitely do not have any feelings for. HAHA. So hanging out wont hurt.

After TM I went to study with Jonah. Ate at Kenny Rogers first. Jonah the giant finished off the mashed potatoes on my plate after he said he was full. My full means sorry no more means no more. Haha. At least my plate is rather clean now. HAHA.

Studied for about 4 hours. Dm shiok. Econs econs econs. I only finished about 1/4 of the pages in Market competition notes needed for monday though.

Mug Cheryl mug.

Ah. Slept at 12, woke up at 3, mugging till I finish one more overdue assignment.

Sleeping later again. Until its time to go to TM.

This feels dm shiok.

I'm back to my sec 4, pre O levels (mugging alone by the yellow light with yanyan (chocolate flavoured) and Angel constantly barking for me to chase her around the dining table and then catch her and hold her as I study or give her a biscuit to shut her up and not wake the whole family) days.

This time, I'm mugging with my brother. HAHA. And we're mugging at Outram instead of Cherry Hill. How cool!! Wheee! =)

Just emailed Mrs Goh my VJ compre. OMG. VJ compre is frickin' tough. RJ's is so much easier. Weird eh. Rargh. I think the next compre I have to do is AC's. Damn. Gimme a break.

Econs test on monday, it totally slipped my mind. Luckily for Jarred, otherwise, I would probably fail like crap again. Not that I wont fail, but fail with high marks lah. HAHA.

Gonna mug again with Jonah later I think. Shall start studying econs then. HAHA.

Watched the sunrise with lil brother ( who is about 3/4 heads taller than me. How ironic). What little of the sunrise we saw, that is. We had an obstructed view. The row of shophouses' fault I say.

Bryan and I were engrossed in our work until he looked at his cellphone and went," 6.37am. Eh. Sunrise."

So fun so fun was out at Sybs house for makan session! =)

Before that, I had jap lunch again, went to see ANGEL THE BUMBUM!! She's so happy in her new house and as lazy as ever! AWW the lil piggy skinnier than before. But her hair makes her look FAT. HAHA.

Then went back to Cherryhill to look at the house. MY ROOM IS SO DARN COOL. My gosh. LOVE IT. Woots! Haha. The tiling is almost done. Except for a corner of the house where they put the sand for the tiling and everything else. I told daddy to leave it , then he can practice chipping IN THE HOUSE!! How cool! HAHA.

Went to Sybs house after that. We were supposed to do work, but we all forgot to bring our notes. So with the books only, we couldn't do anything.

So we chilled out and ate and drank and ate and drank and played I never again. Wasn't so fun this time, cos we didnt drink anything for forfeit.

OH we pranked figtree. And Jerard, Diana's boyfriend, told him in Chinese that he won an Estee Lauder contest and got until 12 noon to claim his $200 worth of skin products. DM FUNNY. Recorded it all down. HAHA. Figtree was all," Wrong number." Until his dad went," Take the $200 and shove it up your a***." Haha. That was hilarious and everyone in the room tried not to laugh. In the end, the game was given away cos we couldnt contain our laughter. Aw well. I say Jerard was dm pro at the chinese thing! HAHA.

Jerard and Diana left first. Then we were all on the rooflanding when Ian's parents came and Becca and Eugene had to leave. Then Sybs, Zhuann, Gussie and I were left. And we talked about secrets. Ooooo. Haha.

The two buggers almost stayed over at Sybs' house cos they were lying flat on the floor and didn't want to get up. They bugged me to stay but too bad i couldn't. Aiy. So wasted. If not 4 of us would have slept in the open, on the floor. So fun! HAHA.

The guys started to tease me about the turtle and Mr Lian. I kicked Gussie so many times, he rolled over once. HAHA. And then Zhuann and I sat on him when Sybs tickled him. DM FUNNY HAHA. And then Gussie did a push up while I was still sitting on his back! POWER. Haha.

Cabbed home after that. There were so many waiting taxis.

I didn't pick up my phone when Gussie called to check on me. They were apparently so worried and didn't know what to do cos they thought the driver would bring me to some ulu place and raped me. HAHA. 7 missed calls. Opps. Sorry! =)

How to tell mummy that I need to get make up for dance?

I need

Liquid eyeliner (or dark/very visible pencil)

Blusher

That's all dude.

The rest is provided for.

If I ask, she'll ask me," Why do you need these? Does this mean there would be many many performances every year? You better not retain you know."

HELLO. As if I WANT to be retained. Dude. Think.

And in the first place, they said," I'd rather you be in dance than in cheerleading."

So.

Yay we won 2nd. We should have worn red shirts. Cos if we did, we would hae won the competition.

Our class pieced this together only in a few days. So winning 2nd is not bad I guess. But I know everyone was more or less disappointed, be it very or slightly.

I'm tired. Didn't sleep much last night. Ate dinner and cake at 11 plus over at michelle's house. Had rehearsals so I had to stay in school til late. Then rushed home to pack everything to mich's house.

We took a million and one jumping pictures in the garden. Audrey kept closing her eyes, that bugger. Haha.



Michelle's life is so exciting. Woots. So nice I also want surprises! So fun! =)


Alrights. I need to go mug. Someone mug with me!

My class auditioned for the singing competition and we got into the finals. I think we're in it cos of only 2 attractions.

The singing thing. To showcase A9's talents.

The money. GEOG notes cost a BOMB. Serious. Every week's notes cost more than $20. That's madness.

The hundred we won from the amazing race has already been spent on notes. Now none is left.

WE NEED MONEY and GOD WILL ALWAYS PROVIDE. =)

I'm happy, because it's the weekends. And I know God is working. I'm slowly finishing my homework. THATS LIKE A MIRACLE on its own. Haha.

I'm tempted to go slack around. Cos I'm tired. I'm tired. But no. Essays are due. THEY ARE DUE SOON.

Eee. My class ponned math to wastch disturbia. Its a scary show, I didn't go, didn't pon math.

I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER I HAVENT WATCH IT YET.

Anyone wants to bring me out? =)

Ten grumpy grandparents drank a case of wine.
One was too drunk, and then left nine.

Nine grumpy grandparents couldn’t walk straight.
One felt into the river, and that left eight.

Eight grumpy grandparents tried to fly to heaven.
One thought he succeeded so then there were seven.

Seven grumpy grandparents looked after kids.
One was too tired, and then there were six.

Six grumpy grandparents learnt how to dive.
One didn’t surface, there left five.

Five grumpy grandparents tried not to snore.
One tried too hard, so then there left four.

Four grumpy grandparents sitting in a tree.
One couldn’t come down, so then there were three.

Three grumpy grandparents taught a lion to “moo”
The lion was irritated, so then there left two.

Two grumpy grandparents wanted to learn to ski.
One didn’t show up so that left me.

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Found this when I was packing up my room into boxes before moving to Outram.

My english assignment in secondary 1. I thought it was dm retarded. Haha.

So we went to sentosa in the morning.

Wynnie called and I woke up at 9.40am. 10 minutes after we were supposed to meet. Everyone was already there.

Joanne came over then we cabbed there.

The guys played ball while the girls played asshole taiti. Then it started to rain. So we all took shelter and played indian poker. When the rain subsided, we played volleyball, monkey and poison ball.

My group lost. So we had to forfeit, by standing on a rock and singing a song. But only I went up. No idea why.

Afterward, the guys hid my slippers. Buried it somewhere in the sand. The girls helped me take revenge by hiding Eliel and James' slippers. I went down to the coast line to ask them for my slippers back since they were swimming. Woah evil. Tricked me into going so close to the water. Then Malcolm pushed me in, after James' signal. Tsk. Eliel kept going," Huh I can't heard you come nearer!" Roargh.

Rode on the luge. DM FUN I TELL YOU. Screamed all the way down with Jessica, Evatar and Candice. Woots! Cheap thrill. HAHA.

Went back to Vivocity and slacked around, waiting for Jeanne to come. The 8 of us remaining ate dinner and BNJed. Full to the max. Haha. Then we walked outside to the smokers' paradise and took pictures like mad. CAM WHORED. =)) YAY. Haha. Saw fireworks. So exciting! HAHA.

Then 5 of them came back to my house to see it. Wynnie and Eliel were super fascinated by the bike. Jeanne didn't want to come but the guys pulled her along. HAHA. Then we watched a bit of TV before they left. Ben was sleeping on the couch. HAHA. Everyone's so tired today. Jeanne said she wanted to laugh when no one was talking during dinner. Everyone saved energy and ate their dinners.

I NEED TO FINISH ALL MY ESSAYS LAH.

Learning fest. Dm fun.

Slept through the 5 languages of love.
Did pretty hairpins.
Played tchokeball.
Did DIY tie and dye.

All 4 courses down. TMR. I'm going to school to do my own work and play.

Everyone pangsehed me. Becca Diana Sybs. All didnt come to school. Only Jiaen.

But luckily I did. Enjoyed myself through and through.

On the way home, in the train, a spanish family of tourists boarded and the first thing I noticed was the son. He was about my age. HOT. Like. Sizzling. Ssszzzz HOT. My gosh. I had to refrain my self from looking at him to often. HAHA.

Left the house really really late for school today, was very very worried. So worried I was crying as I was walking to the car. Daddy drives me to the mrt station.

I prefer to always be on the go, not settling down in one place. That way, I'll always be hurried, and early for appointments. I hate it when after settling down in a place, time would be less of an issue altogether. Seriously hate it.

Outram is so frickin' far from school, though the house super nice, I'd rather stay in Serangoon.

Switched ipods with Zackie for a while. Zackie thinks he has the better deal. But I think I did. So what if you have an 80gb ipod if there were only 200 songs in it. I'd rather have a 4gb phone with 800 songs anyday. =)

So yeah. Currently, I have 800 songs to boast of. Heh.

I need a few things now that I'm living in a new location.

1. Waterbottle - what the toots my mum threw ALL my bottles away. HELLO! my nikes, roxy, nalgene!!!! EXPENSIVE! Pissed off. But thinking on the bright side, I can get new ones! =)

2. Pencilcase- Woah, mine is almost breakiing apart.

3. Mirror in the room please!! No elaboration needed.

4. MY OWN ROOM.

I owe a lot of work, essays and frickin' PW. What the toots. My EoM. Argh. Lucky for me, tomorrow and thursday is learning fest, meaning, no lessons, meaning time to do work, catch up on everything, study for math, blah de blah.

Dear God, please help me not sleep in classes anymore. It's not fun nor is it funny. I want to be able to be geniuses like becca, sybs, diana and jiaen. I want to do well and be promoted.

I realise JC isnt that all fun laughter peace and joy.

I kinda hate PW.

I am in an emo period again. And I hate emo seasons. Rargh.

Happy birthday Jonnie, Rachel, Fensie jie!!

So many people's birthdays in july. My goodness. What festival was so great 10 months before july man.. JUNE HOLIDAYS??

Ok i'm being retarded.

Supposed to finish EoM but becca took my thumbdrive home by accident. So I started the overdue gp essay. Alrights. I better sit down and pull up my socks. Well at least I started the essay...

I needed jonnie power!! What happened to it!?

I need God even more. Lord, please wake me up from this long holiday I know is over but all the time refusing to come out from denial.

Rapture is finally over.

I thought it was pretty amazing, by God's grace.

Rehearsals were crappy and can you imagine. I BLANKED OUT DURING THE FULL RUN RIGHT BEFORE THE 2PM SHOW. Like HUH. OMG OMG OMG.

I was pretty shocked at myself, for that. Then I was angry too.

But before every item I prayed for God's peace, strength and to remember the steps and execute them well. And HE ANSWERED MY PRAYER. Seriously. Everything went well. Woots! =))

Half of 07A09, Angel and her friend, a few TM people, Joanne, her friend and Clarice, mum and dad came for the afternoon show.

Dyan and Benny came for the night one. And they were so sweet they gave me a BOUQUET of flowers. Angel too!! YAYNESS, everyone gave roses! HAHA.

I enjoyed myself on stage, but I regret not smiling more. I think I didn't smile enough. HAHA. Oh man, I hope the video comes out soon!!! =))

I came to JC to start over, so give me a chance.

I refuse to go back to the past and I shall not let anyone drag me back to the me in the past.

Yeah I admit that partly, its my fault. But I'm not accepting full responsibility.

I'm changed, I'm a new person. And I hope you get over it too.

Maybe I have to let you see it then you will believe. Perhaps you'll change your perception of me.

Then maybe my present won't be tainted by my past.

I have God on my side. I have no worries. =)

Wishing to encourage her young son's progress on the piano, a mother took the small boy to a Paderewski concert. After they were seated, the mother spotted a friend in the audience and walked down the aisle to greet her.

Seizing the opportunity to explore the wonders of the concert hall, the little boy rose and eventually explored his way through a door marked "NO ADMITTANCE."

When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that her son was missing. Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused on the impressive Steinway on stage.

In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing." Then leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his left hand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child and he added a running obligatio. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. The audience was mesmerized.

That's the way it is with God. What we can accomplish on our own is hardly noteworthy. We try our best, but the results aren't exactly graceful flowing music. But with the hand of the Master, our life's work truly can be beautiful.

The next time you set out to accomplish great feats, listen carefully. You can hear the voice of the Master, whispering in your ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing ." Feel His loving arms around you. Know that His strong hands are playing the concerto of your life.

Remember, God doesn't call the equipped, He equips the called. Your worst days are never so bad that you are beyond the reach of God's grace. And your best days are never so good that you are beyond the need of God's grace.

Author Unknown

Jiaen's birthday today.

I forgot my chinese dictionary and didn't pack it to be brought to outram, where I am temporarily living now. I was so angry with myself that I just broke down. And it felt good after all that. I cried away all the dance stress and tiredness, all the homework duedates and PW EoM.

Sybs, Diana, Zhuann, Ian and Gussie tried calling me and I simply gave them the busy tone. Woah. I'm pretty shocked at myself too. Haha.

Chinese A level listening sucked to the core. Didn't manage to understand parts of it. So I have 4 uncertain questions and 6 unchecked questions. Well done me!

Chinese compo afterward was like. Equally depressing. My whole row finished the essay in less than an hour and all left. So yeah, I was left alone, feeling like an idiot. What the toots. As if speaking horribly and not as well as everyone else wasnt enough. I have to be weaker in the written part too.

Many of my classmates pon school like free. But they still manage to score in CTs. I think I have geniuses in my class.

Dm emo in school today. At few times I couldn't take it. I went to the toilet to cry. Then I felt so much better.

So many things going on, so little time.

There's dance almost everyday.

I have to get clothes for the opening item before saturday.

I have to learn a few more steps for Red's item.

I have EoM to do by friday.

I have a lit assignment to do by friday.

I have to finish designing the guy's cheerleading uniform by tomorrow.

I have to pack my room into boxes.

I have to throw away stuff that I don't use anymore.

I have to find a home for angel my dog by this saturday otherwise she'll be sent to SPCA.

I have to slim down and lose the stomach fats. ( Cindy's costume is a short tubetop with sarongs!)

I have to find God back again.

I'm really exhausted.

I hate walking home alone.
Especially after the sun sets.

I hate carrying a heavy school bag.

I don't like dieting.

I don't like failures.

I don't like feeling tired.

I hate sleeping in classes.

I hate missing the action.

I don't like farewells.

I hate PW.

I hate being left out.

I hate how I become so emo everytime something like that happens.

I'm not singing in lifts anymore.

---------------------------------------------------

I have a crazy pervent calling me.

Some stranger called and went," Hello Cheryl~~"

Then he talked about disgusting stuff that I would not here mention in public. He scared the s*** out of me. What the toots. That guy is seriously insane.

I picked up his call twice though altogether he gave me quite a few miss calls...

I tell you. That is the most sick person I have ever come across.

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Slept in chinese, did softball for PE. Thought it was super cool! Haha. Had about 2 hours worth of breaks after that. The class saw me talking to a senior I thought was quite hot. Duh teasings galore.

Talked and talked like mad, cam whored a while.

Slept in GP, ME and PW after that.

=p

Rushed home after school, put school bag down, then went to bugis to take measurements at stage image which lasted a whole 2 minutes, walked to Lavander MRT before taking MRT back to school for dance. Oh how wonderfully good use my money is put to.

(Sorry I edited this part a little, for those who read it yesterday 9 July. I was typing this semi-consciously. See how tired I was...)

Nate came back from Australia so the group of us who used to stay in Cherryhill and hanged out got together for a while.

College Day. Friday.

Went to school at 8, danced till 11, did the amazing race thing till 2 then danced till evening.

Our class won 2nd overall I'm not surprised. We were super competitive and rushed everywhere.

We were so pro we finished all 3 treasure hunts in the first treasure hunt's time slot. Haha. So during the 2nd and 3rd treasure hunt we just moved on to the next station, next station, next station...

The treaure hunts were in slotted in between stations. So it was station, hunt, station, hunt, station, hunt station, station.

$100 dollars is ours. =))

But, it boils down to $5 per person.

Aiy.

Went to town after dance with Rachel and bought a few accessories. Saw quite a few friends but didn't say hi.

Then met Nate, Derrick, Sarah, Yan at PS for dinner. We walked over to Fish and Co and waited forever for a table. So we walked back to PS and had Gelare. Haha. Afterwhich, we watched transformers. Yes, me too. Haha.

I thought it was pretty cool. Haha. Sat right at the front since the whole theatre was packed. Took a few minutes to adjust to it. The screen was too big and it was hard to look at the big picture instead of focusing on a small part of the screen.

The 10 45pm show ended at about 1am. Then Yan's dad sent me home. Nice.

Danced the whole of the next day, saturday.

Super tired. I have to memorise the steps soon. Aiy.

Melvin is giving me pressure! Haha. Since he's coming too I think. Oh man. I don't want to look sucky beside all the darn pro dancers. Aiy well. Just go ahead and look dumb I guess! Have fun, enjoy and all. Isn't that the main motive of the concert?

Showcase talent and have fun? Haha.

Sunday. Today. Woke up in time for church. Kelvin stayed over again and we all, including James, took cab there. I paid $4 for both Bryan and I. Thats super cheap, based on the fact that Riverwalk was in Clarke Quay. Like, in town. And it was morning.

Went out with Becca, Eugene, Sybs, Jiaen, Diana, Gussie and Zhuann at Vivovity in the afternoon. Becca and Eugene left halfway. Ooooo... Haha.

Tried on quite a few tops and shorts, even dresses. I kinda like this blue spag top. It's just nice and not loose!! HAHA.

Then. We cam whored and took plenty of retarded pictures while eating at some Hongkong Cafe. So cheapskate, things were less than a dollar. Haha. But it was good food I guess. When you're hungry, everything taste good.

Came home, then looked at the design for my new room. Liked the design but not the colours. Everything looked very 'primary school'. =p

Didn't go back to SR after school today. I went home.

Then went to PS to meet mummy before we went to Equinox with Bryan and daddy.

Had Foie Gras today. Yay. It was dm good. Tasted a bit like chocolate daddy said and it was crispy yet still melts in your mouth. Ooooo.

Then after dinner, we went to uncle James' house and looked around.

Previously we thought we would have to do renovations at the end of the year since nobody wanted to rent out a place for only 2 months.

Then. Daddy remembered uncle James and we're staying free. OH MY GOSH HOW TOTALLY AWESOME. Uncle James' company rents the house for him for like, 7k a month. That's like, 1k more expensive than the Cathay residences above the grand cathay at handy road. You know the one next to plaza sing...

Frickin' cool I tell you. The house doesn't look much from the outside. But the inside is WOW.

Took a few pictures but I'll upload it sometime later.

What I don't like the most about the place is the path from Outram MRT to the house. It's very very near. Like 3 minutes walk. Nearer from Serangoon MRT to my house. BUT. The whole way is dark and quite scary. I don't like it. It's dangerous. =(

God most certainly provides. And He gives the best to His children. How else can we get a place worth 7k a month, free? We wanted the cathay residences but God gave us better! =)

When many coincidences happen, it's not a coincidence anymore.

When God gives many obvious hints, that's probably what He wants to tell you.

Not supposed to sleep in school today. I took ice blended mocha to help keep awake too, after I slept through the whole lit lecture.

It worked for a whole 2 seconds. Then I snoozed in the rest of my lessons.

Disappointing man.

Coffee's not working anymore? Or maybe I need bigger dosages. Maybe a quarter cup is too little for my already 'immuned' body.

But I don't want to get addicted to coffee. I didn't drink any during the holidays and I had no withdrawal symtoms what.

Dang. I need to keep awake during lessons. Oh I know, I shall just keep to sweets. Like lots of 'em. Kills hunger, stops sleep.

Danced quite a bit today. My feet ache. See what I am doing for all of you! Better bring me flowers on the 21th.

Hint: I like roses. Thanks. =))

Cleaned up the opening item outside the GO. Perspired like mad since the CC was booked and there wasn't any air-conditioning outside the GO.

But it felt good. Every cubic centimetre of persperation = 1g fat lost.

Practiced Red's after that.

Then if all that wasn't enough, I went for cheerleading after dance.

And did the whatever thing where you held up one leg. Kinda like. split standing up.

Then toe touches and 'herkys' ( it sounds dm wrong i have no idea why).

Tired.

OH OH OH OH.

I have big news.

I'm moving to a place somewhere near town for a while cos my house would be under renovations. Oh so exciting.

But then it means I would be literally living out of a box ( maybe a few boxes) for a while.

And I would have to go to school on my own. Rargh.

Youth day was a holiday and I woke up late. It felt so good.

I baked some cookies and even tried doing soft large ones, like those in Subway.

All gone before the sun set.

Went out with Jonah and watched Goal 2.

I thought Munez was kina cute from certain angles. Haha.

But the whole show was kinda fake.

OH EXTRA TIME TWO MINTUES OH MUNEZ SHOOTS MUNEZ SCORES!

O wheee.

Afterward, we ate at some restaurant by Billy Bombers.

I ate all the fish. Jonah ate all the chips. Jonah also finished his own beef wrap.

All his schoolmates were there.

And one said she was my primary school classmate for a few years too.

I didn't recognise her at all.

How embarassing.

Seems like whenever I go out with Jonah, I meet more and more of his friends.

One day, I'll bring Jonah out with all my girlfriends too.

Haha.

After the A level chinese oral exam today, I felt what I felt back in sec 4. The same disappointment, anger and frustration.

I prayed. And others prayed for me too. So why did it all happen?

At first when I walked into the examination venue feeling so calm, I thought," God must be here with me. He has given me peace and there is nothing I should be afraid of."

But then I walked out on the verge of tears after screwing the whole exam.

Later at the pop cafe, everyone was complaining about how they have screwed up the whole exam too and I listened to all they had to say. It seemed like they were all competing to see who did the worse.

What the toots. Everyone spoke at lengths about how he or she did badly and outlined details about what they said and what the examiner did.

When Becca asked how I did, I told everyone," Oh. Confirm A. "

What a joke.

Sybil even said that I walked out of the room smiling.

What a joke.

Everyone I smsed said that they were sure I " did alright".

What a joke.

Only someone else said that all I have to do now is work harder for the written.

Well at least that was an honest-no-walls-no barrier-speak-the-truth answer.

After a while, I remembered what I told everyone on saturday," You know, even when things don't go your way and it seems like life's a joke, God has a perfect plan and He is carrying it out. Everything, even the funny stuff, the bad stuff, the happy stuff, the sad stuff. It's all part of His wonderful plan."

It's all part of His plan.

Even deaths. Look at Jo-An. Her friend passed on but God used that opportunity to save souls and spread the gospel even further.

God must have a plan too when He took Thaddeus home. God didn't put him in the papers for so many days for nothing. God most definitely has a plan. Even if sometimes we complain about how bad things are and how sucky life is, God can see the big picture, we can't. So I think it's time we shut up and just follow Him.

I choose to have child-like faith.

I'm not "still_a_child" for nothing.

I'm all 17, going on 18. But I'm still a child of God.

Since I am in the mood for typing..

Youth sunday was today and some awesome stuff happened.

1) Hello!? Youth Sunday itself is an awesome matter.

2) I led worship.

3) There were testimonies.

4) There was a drama.


5) The MESSAGE.

Early in the morning I had to drag my butt out of bed to go to riverwalk. 7 30?? Hello! That's like. An ungodly hour or something. Haha.


Practiced for a lil bit before changing into some -more formal- stuff. I was wearing jeans and a nike top. Plus heels. I guess it wasn't formal enough. So I wore dress pants and a white top Cheryl Teo brought for me. =)


When it was time, I walked on stage and. Saw. Many many faces. I became a bit of a nervous wreck but after praying. God managed to calm my heart. =) Thank to God. You totally rock!! Oh yeah~


Worship went. Alright I guess. Haha. But then I was so tired I dozed off during the sermon. Aiy.


Then after the response song, I changed into my own pair of jeans. I guess wearing dresspants felt weird.=p

Uncle Joe gave me some tips to improve worship leading and I tried it during the 2nd service.

It's pretty hard to do the same thing again. Especially stuff like praying and saying the same ole jokes and all. But pastor Dave said that that was the challenge, to say it again as if you were saying it for the first time, and putting as much enthusiasm and energy into it.

Doing a drama again is so much easier now I realise.

So I tried to do everything again, now plus uncle Joe's tips. And I guess it was sorta ok. It was hard at first but yeah, I soon got used to it.

Nicole left after 1st service so I had to take her role in the drama. So inpromptu but fun. =))

The pictures came out kinda hilarious as well. HAHA.

I think this is a great experience. Really enjoyed myself and really enjoyed working with the youth sunday team. =))

God rocks, He gives me such wonderful opportunities and allows me to see His good and perfect plan. Plus miracles along the way.

LOVE YOU. YOU ROCK, GOD! =))

Dance practices are on again. Here comes the aches and tired feet. Oh well. All for 21 july.

If you want to come, give me a ring ok! I still can get tickets if you hurry.

21 July. Saturday. 2pm.
Mediacorp Studios.
$16 per ticket.

I can pretty much guarantee quality performance.

If all that can't help make your decisions yet,

I'm performing! =)

Haha. Watch Cheryl fumble! How fun! =)

Church camp was a blast.

Learnt so much I can hardly contain it in my brain.

This camp was somewhat more relaxed. Like fewer altercalls and all. BUT. People still see drastic changes in their own lives. I say Edmund Chan is good. But of course. God is better!! =)

The hotel apartment was darn nice. 3 bedrooms. A dining area. A living area. Balconies. That all led to this one gate which was just by the pool. So it meant that whenever we opened the gate, we'll immediately be 2m from the water's edge. BEST APARTMENT. Haha.

Gracie went into the room first and immediately chose one. Jeanne and I chose the other one just opposite. We left the mega huge masterbed room to Chiaying and Cheryl Teo. Nana and Gracie slept in the room Gracie chose. Unfortunately for Gracie, she chose the smallest room in the apartment. Mine led to the toilet and even have a balcony. Like. DIRECT POOL EXCESS. Woots. We all kept laughing like mad after Gracie realised the room she chose was the smallest.

During camp I asked God to break my heart. Haha. Like you know. When you feel like you're not exactly close to God anymore. Then you need like a wake up call. Yeah. I asked for one. And got it like almost immediately after camp.


Had the biggest quarrel with my mum. Madness.


Then after a few days, I realised we quarrelled over nothing. OMG.


I knew it was from God. Haha. And I thanked God for it.

Oh man. Haha. I was just talking to Kingsly and he was guessing my CCA. Then he went," Ah surely can't be debate. You're so gullible, you'll believe the opposing team!"

HAHA. Rargh.

Yesterday and today were Jonah days. Haha. Let me tell you why. Hold on tight, here we go! ( Oh yeah forgive me, I'll be using a lot of thens. =))

Yesterday.

Woke up, finished gp compre 1.

Went to school, handed up compre, then went to the airport at 4 plus to study with Jonah. Poor Jonah sent his brother off at 4 then had to send Ramos at 11 at night. So we stayed at the airport doing work.

The airport is condusive to study. It's quiet and bright enough to study.

Finished my compre 2 there. Woots. I learnt from that experience that I can study only outside home. At home, nothing would be done.

But I also finished my maltesers and cheapo version of kinderbuenos.

Studied till like 8 plus then had Sakae Sushi for dinner.

Limited resources. So I only ate chawanmushi, cha soba and tamago sashimi. More than enough for me! HAHA.

Jonah took like 4 minutes to finish a whole set dinner. WOAH. Power.

Then, went to Swensons and met Jonah's friends. I made some friends too. =)

Ramos went in at like 10 45pm. And he took quite a while to say goodbye. Haha. It was pretty funny.


Reached home close to midnight. Fun fun day.

Today.

Woke up at 11 40am. Supposed to have reached school at 11 45. So I rushed like a madman and made it to school by 12. Eh. Not bad eh. Haha.


Consulted Mrs Ho about the lit essay and all. My gosh. I seriously suck at it. Mrs Ho asked me to watch some stuff on youtube, buy books and videos. Heh. Quite cool aie? =)


Went to PS to find the studd I wanted but NO HARVEST. =( Everywhere didn't have to stuff I wanted. Rargh.


Was kinda emo so I rode the MRT up and down for a while before going home. Didn't feel like going home you see. HAHA. Eh but I was not emoing due to not being able to find the stuff I wanted. I was emoing due to another minor reason. Haha. But I shan't state it here. SO EMBARASSING!

Got home, then went out to kovan with Jeanne to find suspenders for church camp's last night.
HAHA. 4 of us. Gracie, Nana, Jeanne and I are planning to go as BOB THE BUILDER!! =))

Came home without anything cos the shop we went to only had 2 suspenders.

Then Bryan and parents went out for dinner. I was being lazy so I asked them to bring back.

GUESS WHAT. EXACTLY THE SAME DINNER. HAHA.

But this time, Sushi Tei. Which is better.

Chawanmushi, soba and tamago sashimi.

I can live with it for the rest of my life.

Did some sneaky stuff. Haha. Some stomach filling sneaky stuff.

Oh dm I should start exercising soon. HAHA.