The VEGAS person came over yesterday and I told her what I wanted in my room, how it should feel, some stuff I needed to have, the feel, the blah the blah.

When she asked me some questions about my tastes and preferences, I realised how much I have been influenced by the friends I have made and been hanging around with this year.

I've changes so much, it's hard to believe who I am now. And is this really me, or is this just a shadow of all my friends?

So how do I go back to my past self. Oh wait. Do I want to go back to my past self?

Or can't I just start from where I am, and create a new me. One that I'm happy with? One that is real? One without a mask plastered on my face?

I'm going to be myself, a person that can be influenced by people, but still has her own life and character. I'm going to be one who behaves the same outside and at home.

I'm going to have my own ideas and thoughts and tastes and preferences and yeah, people might see a bit of "other people" in me, but I'm gonna own it, it's gonna be me.

I shall try not to be overly affected by the world around me an work hard creating myself and being myself. Just one mould and no more than that.

So watch out, here I come! WELCOME. =)