my birthday??

i just realised my birthday is in less than 3 weeks. about 2 weeks in fact. 2 feb. oh man. i will be 15. haha. why don't i sound happy? or excited? haha. something is definitely wrong here.

what i want for my birthday.

- new school bag ( something big to store books)(pref roxy, or the brand starting with b.. wat was that?? ) the present one, is giving me unleveled shoulders. like it wasn't even made properly. one side long one side short, one side broader than the other..bahh..

- new school uniforms ( how pathetic. people get them with no reasson at the beginning of the year and i have to wish this for my birthday??)

- new name tags and school badge ( mine has been around since sec 1 when everyone got theirs. means i haven't lost my badges yet. oh how antique)

- story books! ( oh how i wish this was a necessity. )

- a bible ( i need one no questions asked)

- surprise birthday party haha haha. ( 101% imposible but i will just state it la. haha. i have had been dreaming of one since like the beginning of time haha)

- good grades ( why must i work for them?? haiya..)

- love! haha. not now maybe in 5 years time. ( haha. duh have to write 5 years time. my mum can read this anytime. =p haha. no la. tm 'restrictions'..

- joanne to come back from shanghai. oh joanne i miss you i feel like crying. i would gladly allow you to put those horrible nicknames on msn if you come back soon!

- syf gold. ( no questions asked.)

why did i state everything? haha. i dunno. this year's list is really pathetic. so i decided to put it up to let the whole world see how pathetic i am. see my list? now please stop calling me a rich and spoilt girl who can afford to take taxis home on rainy days although her house is a 10 minute walk away.

ok i sound pissed. yea man i sound really pissed. on what? someone tell me.

is stress getting to me? i was severly stressed in sec 2 but i didn't even know it. now i feel slightly stressed. but maybe it is not stress. would i know it is stress? does all these sound sense?

i might continue this some time later. if i actually bother.

oh yea. no need to msn me and all the blah. ask me ' are you ok or not." cos by the time i post this, my feelings would have changed. hahaha. =p

ok. i was wrong. my feelings have already changed. now i read the top i feel stupid haha. =p haha!