My Life as a nobody

Syf - I want the role of the leader. Those in syf from my school will know what that means. I never thought of trying out for it. Until Norlina our trainer told me to try out, I thought being the cynical one was rather ok. Now that the teachers say I am very good for TV but lack the voice for stage, I will work harder to strengthen my voice. But then again, Cheryl Sim has the voice. Although the teachers like my acting, they favour her. Is it because she has been in LD for 2 years and me only half a year? And that she is a prefect? No no, I mustn't get jealous, because jealousy is a sin. Admit it. Cheryl Sim is a better leader than you are. She has the prefectorial role to help her better as a leader. Just admit it. Yes I admit, but I will try harder. Never say die..until you really die. To Cheryl: I still love you!! =)

Holiday- went to Malaysia for a night. Austin Hills in JB. Went swimming, bowling, blah and blah. Nothing really much to do there, most people just go there for the golf.
The bed Bryan and I shared smelt of vomit. Luckily for me, it was on Bryan's side of the bed. I just turned away from him and slept. Woke up to find Bryan sleeping on the floor, poor thing. Went shopping at Carrfour. Bought shoes, badminton rackets, stuff. Then went home.

Homework- Slept after we reached home from Malaysia, woke up, went to computer to do homework, found my newspaper article missing. Blamed the maid, then realized dad threw it away by mistake. So sorry. But how to finish homework? Cry cry cry.. Have to redo then. Dad said sorry, but still, sorry doesn't bring the article back. Angry angry. I was almost completing it. Now have to redo. And they always tell me I have to hurry complete my homework. LOOK WHAT HAPPENED. NOW LOOK WHO IS TALKING? YOU TELL ME TO HURRY UP, I TRY. CANNOT, YOU SCOLD ME. NOW MY TURN HAS COME. Too angry to continue. Maybe I will later. If I bother.