Today was just a regular Saturday.
I went for brunch with Ty and his mum, and the afternoon was ours.
We went to get a massage, chilled back at his place, and then met Mich and Cheng for dinner and an escape room.
On the way home, I asked him if he liked me, and if he knew that I did too. Obviously he said yes. But then I asked him how he knows, and he replied that he didn't, he just felt. And I wasn't really ok with that.
We spent an hour or so in the car talking about it, and one of the questions I had was, what do I do to make him feel loved? This strange boy said he wished I did less, and that he really appreciates a strong independent woman, not subservient.
So opposite of what I believe in. The Bible calls me to be submissive! I then began to ask if I was overbearing since I've been trying to do many things, many different things, many small things to show that I love him. That's how we got to him telling me I could do less.
We hit many more topics tonight, and I wish we had more of this. I learnt so many things about this man, in just one conversation. Though I wish our relationship was more normal, or more in line with what the Bible says, I know each person is different and so are their personal preferences.
Lord, I pray for wisdom, in understanding him, and for peace to rest in Your perfect plan and perfect timing, to not rush him into a life commitment but to grow deeper in love every day, and for us to see it and feel it.