Ty makes me happy, but once in a while I can't help but think, "WHY this boy like this."

How come he's not as interested in making friends. How strange.

Learning to love and accept that people are different from me. Even if I do expect more from him, but  I cannot expect him to be like me.

I keep thinking, if he wants to know me, he should intentionally get to know my friends at a deeper level too. After all, they did grow up with me.

Let go, let God take the wheel in this relationship.

You never know.

God put two people together. You may think that she's got attractive qualities. God-centred, similar interests, all that. After years, she could get impatient from waiting. That could break the relationship though technically, everything can be solved by talking about it, laying out the options, and coming to a compromise or decision. If less time was taken to get to marriage however, none of these would happen. Once in a commitment, marriage rules apply.

Not saying that I have any leftover feelings. I'm damn happy now with Ty. I'm convinced he's the one for me. He's got his flaws and I've got mine, but I realised that I still can love him and support him even with all that he is, flaws, the good and all.

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy. Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for. - Bob Marley

It was so tough planning worship for a Sunday focused on communication within the family.

Thanks be to God who dropped songs in my head and led me to songs which I didn't think would flow.

 Was pleasantly surprised to hear how it ministered to people because even for closing song I just felt like it wasn't relevant to the message.

Who kmew that righteousness, the focus I chose, was what Pastor Joe said, "crucial to understand individually as our identity, and who we are, before we relate to others."

All glory to Him alone.

Can only be God taking care of me.

Thursday I went to the wholesale florist to get flowers for Reena's wedding which happened yesterday. Since her theme was "glam, maroon and gold, classy", I thought it would be a good opportunity to challenge myself with flower arrangement.

Choosing flowers I've not worked with is tough. I also had to work with Kae for the board and so it was tough to visualise and find the best way to get unfamiliar flowers for both and be in theme.

Was on WhatsApp with Kae when I walked into the freezer, taking pictures of what I thought we could get. Phone dies. I panicked a bit and was scared. Didn't want to buy anything that wouldn't be used!

Asked around the few people who came to buy flowers but none had a portable charger. Prayed like mad.

Eventually, a kind soul came into the freezer and he had a car, and the charging wire.

So thankful.