It's puzzling.

How my hunger for Christ comes and goes like a tide.

It's usually on a high in Perth but when I go back to Singapore, and when I try to bring it, somehow it can't sustain on the same high.

Is it the people I mix with? Or my own heart?

How is it that sometimes I get so much from the passage I'm reading but sometimes I don't feel like opening my Bible?

Why is it some people can be on fire seemingly all the time but I know I have highs and lows?

Or is it that everyone has their highs and lows, but responses to these peaks and dips are different?

I know I love God, I know He's real and no questions about it, He's my saviour.

What I'm not too sure is, am I taking this knowledge for granted? What if it's not enough? What if simply loving God is not enough, but really being passionate and being spiritually on fire is?