There are so many things happening around and to me that can be explained only because of prayer.

Like my intestinal infection, my mum, my ability to enjoy camp and j2 trip and reaching Junnie's house.

My everything.

I understand.

From both sides I understand.

And when she did what she did, I understood.

I think it wasn't a very good way to prove her point, but right now I can't think of another way to do so.

Today is Christmas Eve, and

I see the hurt on both ends but I have no clue what to do other than to pray.

I hope this ends soon.

I blog whenever I feel like it. Mostly I blog when I'm down. So it's not a true reflection of who I really am in person.

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Whenever I say I wanna go home, something must have happened.

Think harder.

Today I said it 4 times.

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I'm disappointed with myself, again. Recently I feel like I've been dsappointed in a lot of stuff.

I can wallow in my misery and be bitter or I can pray and ask God to help me, take it away, remind me of happy stuff and not let me habour my disappointment so that it doesn't grow bigger.

I choose to pray.

I didn't like the tart I made.

Considering that it was my first attempt, fine then. But still. I thought the results would have been much better.

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Sometimes I don't bother, sometimes I think I'm too competitive.

But if I'm in a competition that I didn't know about initially, eventually when I face my 'competitor' again, I'll spit fire. Even if you're close to me. I'm sorry.

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When I ask you to say sorry, just say sorry even if you don't understand why.

I have my reasons.

I thank God for Jonah. I thank God for answering my prayers said this afternoon.

I thank God for being so amazing, so awesome, He's got everyone wired together. I think that's damn cool.

I'm wondering if I feel like blogging only when I'm stressed or I want to be heard.

God told me to take one step at a time, in faith. IN FAITH.

God met all my expectations for camp.

God gave me a miracle right after camp.

Camp was fun, as always. There is something different about this one as ocompared to the previous camps. I have no idea what is it either.

I'm back, and I'm red, black and moulting. YAY. =)

I hope it lasts. It hurts a bit though, but I've not felt sunburnt in so long I like the feeling now. Weird. Haha.

Got lots of stuff. Daddy, not surprisingly, is shipping 2 crates back.

I bought my first 5 bottles of wine. Ok not really, daddy bought me my first 5 bottles. Hahaha.

Aussie weather is so dry weird that everytime something falls on me or I bump into something, I bleed. Like when the paper bag fell from the car seat, it cut my leg and I bled for a day. The wound didn't close til 2 days later. I'm covered in cuts. That not good.

I'm in melbourne, drinking wine every day, lunch and dinner.

And in the next few days, I'll be touring (and tasting) in the vineyards we'll be visiting. Heh. Shiok seh.

I want to ask the guys there at the vineyards how to properly appreciate wine. I heard you must bite. BITE WINE. Haha.

The only reason (probably) why I have internet access now, is because mummy wanted to book rooms for next week, in Melacca. She did so in 4 minutes, so I have 56 minutes left to use.

HOW COME MY PARENTS SO SHIOK HUH. Just come back wanna go holiday again. In future, I also want. Haha.

Aussie dollar is so down that it's S$1 to A$1.

The clothes and other stuff I've bought are considered cheaper already (if A$ strengthens in future)

I want one of those cowboy-ish hats. And black grey jeans.

Went to the Aquarium today, THE PENGUINS ARE FRICKIN CUTE. I wish I wasn't separated from them by the glass panel though, I wanna touch them! =))

Went for a tour behind the scenes of the Melbourne Aquarium, got to see how they quarrantine some animals, how much food and where they store the food for the fishes, sat in a glass bottom boat which was steered above the big gallery so I saw the big sharks and sting rays from ABOVE them as well as beside them.

Shopped very little these 2 days, but there would be less shopping once we leave the city. =(

Ok correction. My daddy's shopping bill would probably be higher there than here in the city.

Prom is over and post prom is on. I'm home from post prom, of course, the rest of the school is still there. I'm being considerate for my over protective parents who cannot sleep in peace until I reach home safely. I wished I was still there, but I had major fun already. =)

Pictures on facebook.

At prom, at least 6 classmates went on stage at least once. Gus and Diana were prom king and queen nominees.

Diana won Best Dressed and Gus won Mr Popular. My class is awesome, we don't only g on stage, we win. Haha.

Arthur won the Wii from the lucky draw, I wantttttttt.

I'm amazed at the lucky draw prizes.

They gave away 20 pizes, but each was worth more than a hundred. And at about number 13 they already gave an estimated, more than $300 worth of prize. Imagine the top 10 and top 5 prizes. Haha.

Took the chartered bus to post prom, where something went a bit wrong, but I'm not very worried. I had so much fun, saw many people I didn't see at prom, which is why I'm thankful I went.

I had a dream, that I was in school. But this was a weird school, and I was on the run for committing some error. And I dreamt that Jonah was beside me, very supportive.