her lesson was so slow. she treated us like retards, explaining and repeating even the simplest statement. in her class, i feel like a super genius.

homework is sometimes what she thinks we cant finish in class time bacause we talk too much. actual fact? we look like we weren't doing any work because we REALLY WEREN'T doing any work. all those questions? done in about 5 minutes. and cos we were done, we talk!

poor her. she just wants the best for us. but poor her, she cant see we are doing 'exellent' jobs.
maybe she's a bit slow,maybe she'll understand later. much later.

for now, i've got free time to rest my brain when she's 'teaching'.

urgh. i hate myself for slacking so much. gonna "chiong" the last round, do 10 compos tomorrow and sunday. and also finish up the o level chinese book.

i realised how much i deproved when i pasted paper over the bottom part of the tv screen so that when i watch a chinese show, i cant see the subtitles.

i got so fed up and irritated cos i could understand parts of it.

today in school, i realised why i received the cleanest award in tm camp.
sec 4s are all taking the chinese o level paper in the hall together so we had to move tables into the hall today. the table wasnt mine ( it was terribly shaky and i take good care of tables -whatever) .
anyway, i poured water twice on the table and used up half my new packet of tissue cleaning it. then i felt it wasnt clean enough so i took out my sanitizing spray and sprayed the whole table. now i have very little spray left. and yes, i bring sanitizer every day. aiya, the bottle so small la, and its in case of emergency. like in case i cant wash my hands cos of lack of time or something. yup.

no time to lose, gotta " piah". ( did i use it correctly? thats how you say it right?)

mugging time!

i am so stupid i know i am gonna fail everything.

when i walk into the exam hall, my mind goes blank.

all that i have saved will suddenly go into the recycling bin. its as if the hall door has some magnetic force field that automatically deletes whatever i saved and then goes into standby mode.

someone give me a stress ball before i kill myself.

this is what i wrote in sec 1. dont laugh. haha. -.-

Ten grumpy garndparents groaning for wine.
one was too drunk, there left nine.

Nine grumpy grandparents looking for some bait.
one got hooked so there left eight.

Eight grumpy grandparent trying to feed ravens.
one got pecked hard, there left seven.

Seven grumpy grandparents went out with kids.
one became exhausted, that left six.

Six grumpy grandparent learning how to dive.
one knocked the bootom, there left five.

Five grumpy grandparents using spoons as oars.
one stretch too far so that left four.

Four grumpy grandparents sitting on a tree.
one branch broke, then there were three.

Three grumpy grandparents trainning tigers to "moo".
the tigers were irritated, that left two.

Two grumpy grandparents going out to sea.
one didnt come so that left me.

ten things i want to say:

1. i have tests next week and mid years the next next week. then comes o level chinese.
2. i cant read or write chinese. crap man.
3. i miss mob. everyone with me, the people there, the food.. the programs..
4. i cant go for camp. oh dang it. school extends for another 2 weeks.
5. its wierd to blog when there are so many people around me..
6. its official. there is no way to study with relatives in the house. especially if your nieces and nephews are babies or toddlers. my ears hurt.
7. next time if i had a screaming baby, i would ignore it. man, thats the way not to pamper him or her. my child would definitely learn that screaming goes nowhere.
8. i realised how 'competitive' i am. i went to the gym to run. amazing! so that i can get a of 2.4km.
9.my 'clique' in school is not very caring. maybe thats how i got influenced. a bit.
10. i'm going to heaven!!! wheee!! =)