I never thought it be so simple,
Have to
find a way, I'd find a way..
I know you wouldnt agree so simply
Have to
find a way, I'd find a way..
If you'd open up your mind..
It's gonna take some time to realise
But if you look inside I'm sure you'll find
Over your shoulder
You know that I
Told you I'll
Always be
Pickin' you
Up when you're
Down...
So just turn around...
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this song is not completed, thats why it doesnt really make any sense.
Monday, April 24, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
yesterday was bartley's <> program and i felt both happiness and sadness at the same time.
i reached church at 11.30, ready to rehearse.
12 plus, rehearsed and made up.
1 plus, audrey called to ask for directions.
2 plus, put on make up for the guys. matt is only sec 3 but way more coorperative than cgl!
cgl was so squirmy about mere FACE MOISTURISER!
2.30, got an sms telling me none of my friends will be coming.
didnt really think about it, just a little dissapointed.
2.45, went downstairs to mingle and stuff. saw nicole with her friends. could actually recognise sing ling before being introduced. i think she's really nice.
told nicole that none of my friends were coming and then i started to cry. hmmm.
yea. cry. in the middle of the sanctuary. wanted to control my emotions in front of nicole's friends but could really help it. dear nicole was desperately trying to stop me from crying. haha.
she was like," argh! cheryl... you cannot cry!! you already have your make up on!! argh!! ok.. ok.. nevermind...."
haha. pastor dave was really nice, he cheered me up by jokingly tell me he would help me beat up whoever was bullying me. amy jie was there with me in the toilet, comforting me, and nicole's presence in the beginning was already enough. haha. thanks so much.
there were so many people who came that there was hardly any space left for more people. the emcees had to keep telling everyone to squeeze and make more space for people. thank God so much for the turnout.
the program went so fast and i didnt even know that it was my turn to perform. fensie jie and 'daddy' just said like ' oh you know willy wonka produced the new chewing gum that doesnt go tasteless.. whatever blah blah.." then it was my turn to go on stage.
basically, the whole program went REALLY WELL! so happy.
after everything, i watched the recording and i realised i was actually moving to the music. every movement was according to the beat. haha. i think i looked really funny.
well.. doesnt matter la. will wait for the vcd to be out.
i reached church at 11.30, ready to rehearse.
12 plus, rehearsed and made up.
1 plus, audrey called to ask for directions.
2 plus, put on make up for the guys. matt is only sec 3 but way more coorperative than cgl!
cgl was so squirmy about mere FACE MOISTURISER!
2.30, got an sms telling me none of my friends will be coming.
didnt really think about it, just a little dissapointed.
2.45, went downstairs to mingle and stuff. saw nicole with her friends. could actually recognise sing ling before being introduced. i think she's really nice.
told nicole that none of my friends were coming and then i started to cry. hmmm.
yea. cry. in the middle of the sanctuary. wanted to control my emotions in front of nicole's friends but could really help it. dear nicole was desperately trying to stop me from crying. haha.
she was like," argh! cheryl... you cannot cry!! you already have your make up on!! argh!! ok.. ok.. nevermind...."
haha. pastor dave was really nice, he cheered me up by jokingly tell me he would help me beat up whoever was bullying me. amy jie was there with me in the toilet, comforting me, and nicole's presence in the beginning was already enough. haha. thanks so much.
there were so many people who came that there was hardly any space left for more people. the emcees had to keep telling everyone to squeeze and make more space for people. thank God so much for the turnout.
the program went so fast and i didnt even know that it was my turn to perform. fensie jie and 'daddy' just said like ' oh you know willy wonka produced the new chewing gum that doesnt go tasteless.. whatever blah blah.." then it was my turn to go on stage.
basically, the whole program went REALLY WELL! so happy.
after everything, i watched the recording and i realised i was actually moving to the music. every movement was according to the beat. haha. i think i looked really funny.
well.. doesnt matter la. will wait for the vcd to be out.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
its very depressing looking through my portfolio. there is nothing worth putting in actually, besides my psle scorecard. and to think i thought i did quite well.
bryan has so many certs. rargh.
i will never get a good job that i will enjoy and pays me a decent amount.
come to think of it, this whole life is almost a waste. Thank God for .. well, God, if not, this whole life would BE a waste. i just want to die now or something and go enjoy myself in heaven.
i dont want to study anymore. its so tiring. and the work always makes me cry. O Levels seem so far yet so near. where will i go after o levels? for thie first 3 months? then 2 years, then another 3 years before i work for 30 plus 40 plus years?
i think i might work some job that pays dang well for a few years, get enough money then retire. maybe about 30 years old?? haha.
bryan has so many certs. rargh.
i will never get a good job that i will enjoy and pays me a decent amount.
come to think of it, this whole life is almost a waste. Thank God for .. well, God, if not, this whole life would BE a waste. i just want to die now or something and go enjoy myself in heaven.
i dont want to study anymore. its so tiring. and the work always makes me cry. O Levels seem so far yet so near. where will i go after o levels? for thie first 3 months? then 2 years, then another 3 years before i work for 30 plus 40 plus years?
i think i might work some job that pays dang well for a few years, get enough money then retire. maybe about 30 years old?? haha.