o level results are out. i got 9 a1 s !!!!!!!! i am so happy!! haha


out of the 3 sentences, 1 is a lie. haha. duh the middle one. hello, i am still in sec 3. haha. lame..


kinda high today in school. haha. rachel was also infected by my
'high'ness. we started laughing and fooling around, saying stupid things and all. ahaha. rachel always get infected by meee!!


it rained hard just now by the rain has stopped. yay! so means i can go swimming!

oh yea. i ran a lot on the treadmill yesterday at the gym in daddy's club. then when i stopped and came down the treadmill, i was like super giddy. i lost 100 calories!! heheh..then i went swimming, swum( is there such a word? haha.) a few laps..

after that, i ate an ice cream. dang it. lets say the ice cream was 400 calories. means i gained 300 calories!! ha hah ha. this is funny man...

ok. i think i am like high again. =p

apologetics was cheem. cannot understand a lot.

i have no feelings for anyone in church. i think. if there is, it would be sibling kinda feeling. and maybe a bit of good friends and friends feelings.

go see my other blog if you can. i updated in detail. haha. about everything and mr nice guy 'kor'.

i got 22 out of 30 for my physics paper. so depressing. =p

tkgs won pl by a bit. i screamed and shouted my lungs out. i clapped till my hands were numb and were difficult to bend. i put them under running water but still so red. like some sausage haha.

tomorrow my classmates will be able to hear my sexy voice. haha.

so sad. i still cant believe our school lost by so little bit of difference. i almost cried. but i held back.

the victoria school hall was so hot. stuffy. no air con, no fan, no ventilation. plus there were about 8 schools with 50 of 60 people from each school. imagine all the heat coming out of the 400 or 480 people's mouths?

went home with bryan after everything. mrs pang and mdn zulaikah were a little surprised i have a brother in victoria. haha.

i have a proposal due tmr and i haven started. now this is depressing.
plus i told my group members to do. and i as the group leader, hasnt started. tsk tsk. cheryl cheryl set and example for your team girl.. stop thinking about guys..ok.. stop thinking about that guy..

got back my chinese test paper.

i got one of the top in class!! so cool. my hard work paid off.

41.5 /50. the first section out of 30 i scored like 28. minus 2 marks for my zao ju. yay! my written work is not that bad eh.. haha. only the letter writing then got a bit of problems.. =p

yay!! so now i know, my written chinese, section a only. is good!! my spoken chinese and the rest just sucks. this is an improvement eh!! haha

studied real hard for geog yesterday. so the test today was quite ok. but i think i did quite bad. =p

getting back physics psper tmr. miss kang is so sadistic! she shook her head when we asked how our class did. then after ward she said our class' average was 27 out of 30. so no fun.. haha. then she said the test was supposed to be difficult. come on la miss kang!!! haha.

yesterday. tm. after tuition, went to church for drama meeting. i was 1 and a half hours late!! ahaha.. tuition wad.. we did a drama in 45 mintues. like from scratch. i sorta like led the whole thing. like wrote down points, directed and even became the props person.

the drama was short and sweet. nice. haha.
amy and michelle siad it was good, and then pointed out what was not so good, like the pronounciation, articulation and some stage tips.

after everything, michelle said we might be using this as easter drama. so thats why i couldnt reveal much. only in the other blog. heheh.

went for lunch with the whole group of drama people, ate half a plate of chicken rice, went back to church for tm.

amaris came, then i ushered at the door for a while. i enjoyed myself. haha.

cg time, was rather quiet.. i think people need to interact more. yes. i am gonna talk and talk next week haha.

after tm. had fun taking pictures with nicole and someother people. then went to j8 with joanne janice and amaris. watch seoul raiders. it rocks!!go watch it. super nice and funny.

took prints till the shop closed. haha. then wanted to take once more. so we told the lady joanne and janice gg to shanghai the next day, and if we could take one last time. haha. the lady agreed so we left the shop 15 minutes later happy. haha.

the prints are nice!! everyone looks pretty. haha.

today..

went to airport, talked and took pictures, sent joanne and janice off, back to church, played with liz lee's hat, looked pretty =p, ppet, took more pictures, back to church, home, homework, swim, dinner and homework.

lazy to write more.

i realised today i was really really scared of needles. like those injections kinds. haha.

rachel was da zhenning in class again. then she like pointed the needle at me. only after 2 seconds did i realise i screamed very loudly. ahaha.

syf training was a bit slack. noorlina wasnt there so we just rehearsed a bit, talked a lot and poured over the school magazine. poor mrs tan. everytime she sees her name or face in it, we go " ohhh... nooo...ahahaaa.." then we cover everything and go on to the next page.

a lot of people came to our school today. the guys table tennis team played in the hall, npcc had some visitor from st. gabs and some other school. saw yan. she looks a bit... like the victoria uniform was a bit big on her. haha. but i must say. not bad not bad. ip programme, victoria jc. haha. maybe will get to be in the same school as her?? yea. motivation man...

now i am gonna talk a bit about her..will reveal more in my private blog. so those who can see can see.

she is a stranger.
she bugs me. a little. cannot say a lot. because people bugged me more in the past. not saying here.
she trys to be cool. she seeks attention.
she trys to be modest but end up really sacarstic.
she comes and takes things away. my friends, my sister.( if you know what i mean) ok la. not really. but i think very soon, i will be seeing alot of her and i dun want to.
she boasts about the relationship she has with people.
she night be invading my church soon. and i dun want her to.

maybe this is just plain selfishness i am harbouring.
i shouldnt be. the church is not mine, people are not mine. friends should be shared. and also many others.

i should change my attitude about her. but it will be difficult.

now on to more stuff. during the week. he took a step forward and asked me the question. to be or not to be. i told him not. he became changed. i broke his heart twice. sorry.

then now we returned to normal. he moved a space backward.

i always tend to feel guilty after rejecting people. no i am not boasting or wad. just saying that rejecting people is not fun. if i say yes, it would not be fair to him because i really dun want to start a realtionship with him. say no will break his heart. i dun like to do that but i have no choice. i am still waiting for my prince charming to pick me up.

waiting for the right prince.

come soon ok?..


going out wiht joanne and amaris tomorrow. i dun want to watch constantine!! no matter you pay me or bribe me or watever. i am not going into the theatre. unless.. unless...

ok. i think i am going blind. the weighing scale read 41 kg. haha. means i lost 2 kg. yes yes!! haha. swimming helps!! and cny chocolates mummy gladly encouraged me to eat have no effect! haha. and i thought i gained a kg. haiyo.. haha.

going swimming later!!

chinese test today. i think i aced the 1st section.
the letter writing ar..

i thought i did quite well until i found out i for got to write " xie xing de moo dee"..nevermind. at the most minus 2 marks. i think.

pe today was boring. we just ran 12 rounds that all. well, i ran 13. cos i lost count. *(&%^!(9#.. edinna and valerie said so.. i feel like cursing. haha. no la. maybe i ran and lost weight.. ok. running rocks.. i think..

got back my social studies test. i failed like mad. opps. and i am supposed to get it signed. man.. i scored like wad.. 4 out of 12. and 12 was for 1 question only. raarrggh!! depressing man. but the fact that i got level 3 was quite comforting. and majority of the class failed too. heheh. plus mre tee said 4 was not the lowest. so i am not that sad. mmm. must jiayou in social studies man..i am gonna ace the next test. cannot fail term 1. so that means i need to score well in the next quiz coming up too.

mrs tee said yan ying did the best essay but she scored like 6 only. =p i am gonna scored 10. hahahahaha..

i got this from joash' blog. suppose to bold the true ones and add comments or something.

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping (especially when i have to wake up)
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin ( i think)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow (i want to know how to)
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex ( mummy!!)
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop ( yess!)
54. I would rather shop than eat ( thats when i have eaten)
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer ( self praise is no good.)
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God ( jesus rocks!)
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama ( i love love love drama!!)
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before ( yea. haha. sorry..)
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life (thats after mummy said my ambition to go in the showbiz was not allowed.)
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment

went to church. ppet. i memorised a lot of lines. yea. a lot. and the girls rock the guys. yea man! haha.

poor guys have no memory. ok la. they have difficulty memorising stuff in a few hours.

went to heartland and met joanne, audrey and genevieve. bought ingredients and stuff to do the baking.

left the 3 at home and went out for an hour to collect ang baos from mummy's secondary school classmates.

i enjoyed myself heheh.

went home, started baking.

had a lot of fun. but it was tiring. messy. mummy even helped out.
was shorthanded and called for help but help could not come. its ok. called for help 2 times. bryan called help once. so embarrassing. told bryan not to call for help but he insisted. now i think help thinks i am despo. hahah. i am so not. help said the next week any day was free but the funfair is tmr so nvm..

genevieve left halfway, after dinner, audrey left, leaving joanne and i to bake until pass 10.

ended baking at 11 plus..funfair tmr. need sleep.

cny.

chinese new year. 1st day. went to grandma's house, stoned a while, collect some money then went to mark's house. yes. there i enjoyed myself. well. not the basketball part.

mummy forced me to follow the guys play bball. to grow taller. hah.
i played like a few shots, then the guys played a match against some strangers. so i sat there and watched for very long. very very long. all i can say is i realised i prefer guys that keep their shirts on while playing bball. or any other sport.

when going back. they guys like used swimming pool water to spray me. look like i perspired a lot. then i held the ball. haha. cheat la them. want my mum to 'see' that i played a lot. haha. if not they die. mummy practically ordered them to make me play. like what the..

michelle jie accompanied me quite a while, watched 'ever after', then learned some guitar chords from the guys, then slept a bit then go home.

2nd day, got some visitors, went to relative's house. came home, swam, day end.

i liked day 1 better. yea.

today. supposed to go angel's house for cg outing. ended up with christina, alvin, malcolm, seth, and 2 more other guys from tm. just that i dunno their names. heh.

last minute, malcolm called me, go down watch with them. extra ticket. then i talked to christina and alvin on the phone. christina said she was the only girl so i went lor.

covered my face half the time. then covered my ears the whole movie..
the movie was like super scary. i was curled up in my seat. haha. and to think some people like alvin have already watched it like 3 times..

the movie was about this man constantine. an exorsist. he was supposed to go to hell, and he wanted to go to heaven. then he tried to make up. aiya. the show was crap la,

after the movie. went shopping a bit. but didnt manage to buy valentine's day things.

tm dinner. didnt really stay at my table much. from 5 plus to 7 plus i was cooking but not eating. basically had some fun playing with food. heh. no la. i cooked for other people. mostly eggs. for ivan. then ian came collecting 'donations for kidney foundation'. haha. he just wanted to cope some food. so i gave him this bowlful of food i cooked but didnt want to eat. then he came back and asked for the master chef. hah. angel pointed to me. then i had to go to his table and cook eggs. like 6 eggs altogether. i got this funny title from him .haha. not saying it here. super funny. wrote it in my other blog. you can go see. if you know my add la. haha. despcribed in detail there.

only after sun set. i went to shufen's cg table, and got malcolm to cook meat for me, grace to peel crab for me, got free drinks. heh. blah. had fun. not elaborating here.

went home with alot of people. a lot stopped at serangoon. haha. so i wasnt lonely. there was shukun, penelope, alvin, james, ps dave bryan.
then left alvin, james, ps dave and bryan.

just watched simple life 2. ppet tmr. audrey, joanne, genevieve, coming tmr to bake cookied for monday. man i need to sleep. meeting someone before ppet. haha.

yes!! mummy just talked to auntie alice ( joanne's mummy) on the phone and joanne plus janice both are staying over at my house today! haha. cos we can go to school for cny celebration together! haha. opps. that means i must pack my room! and fast!! toodles..

yawn..

its sunday afternoon 4pm, i just woke up after sleeping from like 1 pm and i am still tired. haha. must be growing into a pig.

ppet this morning. supposed to meet him at 8.30. but i was late heh. and i forgot to bring my phone. haha. opps. wasted 2 of your calls. =p

at ppet, learnt what we covered yesterday. but with greater detail. have to memorise a lot of stuff. almost like a script. but it is not.

need to go swimming. doctor said it would help me grow taller. haha. before the growth plates closed. haha. sounds so geog-ish.

is lan really so fun?

shopping

ahh. went shopping from 11 to 3 then from 6 to 10. super super tired.

met joanne and angel for shopping. only bought this halter top in the morning. joanne and angel almost like forced me to buy it la. went to church by taxi and got there late. janice said they announced my borthday again. haha.

learnt how to evangelise. a bit la. going to ppet tmr to learn more. haha.
james said something not so nice about joanne and angel 'forcing' me to buy the halter top. haha. but it was sorta a sompliment to me. heh.

after tm. went back to orchard and shopped somemore. of course we ate dinner. i bought a nice pink t shirt after dinner, after joanne went home and a pair of jeans on the way home.

i got a present from him. it is really nice and romantic. hah. not telling more =p.

homgmei gave me this nike bottle. i like!! thank you so much!

thank you all the people who gave me presents!! thank you..
now i need to sleep. my feet and back aching..

super tired. syf practice ended late. we rehearsed scene 4 over and over again. and i still haven't made up good moves yet. only some lousy ones. need to edit edit.

my other blog is super stale. haha.

mrs lee commented my uniform was a little too big.. huh? its super small!! haha. oh well, different people see different things.

finished almost 2 books in 2 weeks or less. hah. but they were not good books. they were from the gossip girl series. haha. yea. crappy stories. but i like. just don't learn can la. haha

chinese new year decorations.. bumm man. a3 did such a cool job our whole class didnt bother to do any more work after school. hah. no lah. maybe they all had things on. all 36 of them. xuanni and i stayed back. i was bored since ld started at only 3.30.

a3 plastered the doors red with crepe paper, added aluminium bobs so it looked like some ancient wooden door. then inside. they draped pink crepe paper with some nice patterns lah. and they even pasted a fake window that looked real.

our class' deco looked more like geylang road. haha. if you know what i mean. red lanterns.. red flowy strips of crepe paper at the door so you had to push them aside to get in. with the wind blowing at all, it looked like some flower flying in the wind. quite nice in a way.

mm. i see i have been writing crap.i need sleep. going to see the something-ist tomorrow. and then out shopping with angel, joanne and che min. did i spell right? haha. i haven't even met her.

my eyes are really heavy. and i am still waiting for his present. guess guess.

my birthday?

my birthday. but it is the second birthday that saw me cry badly.

pe today. we had to stay in the mens push up position and let the rest of the team cross over your back. there were like about 8 to 9 people in a group. so we suffered for a while. the last team to finish( 4 teams) had to do like 30 pumpings. mrs teo said we crossed at the legs( shorter in height) so had to redo. then we did it properly. we refers to the whole class.but mrs teo said we still didn't do it properly. and she got mad. made us run around the 3 basketball courts until she said could stop.

i ran and stop to tie shoelaces. and ran. and stopped to tie shoelaces. and ran somemore. overall, i stopped only to tie shoelaces. plus the people who didnt take pe could witness i ran like crazy non stop. people called me nuts when i over took them and asked them not to walk. they said i could run by myself. so i did. now tell me happy birthday.

i was super tired. tasted blood. after eternity then mrs teo asked us to stop. she said it was only 10 minutes. hello?

anyway, she then scolded us because we could not cross over people properly. what is this?

she then ordered us to do more push ups. i was super super tired. so i paused, looked weak. ok i WAS weak. then lied down and breathed deeply. people came and 'rescued' me. they asked if i was ok. i heard mrs teo say " ask her to breath slowly" that all. no run over to take responsibility. no "how are you". just a " next time if you cannot take pe just write me a long letter and i will excuse you." when i finally stood up. she didn't even come to 5 metres away.

i am seriously pissed but i shall be forgiving.

ok now is where i apologise for being such a great actorr. i don't think my heavy beathing was real. but maybe it was. =p. i never had something like that. and it took alot of courage to not do the push ups and 'faint".

but i did feel very weak. very very weak till i couldnt really stand.

i drank some milo as instructed from mrs teo far away.

mrs soh was at the canteen and i told her everything. hah.

finished my milo, went up for maths.

got back quiz. seriously failed but haven't told parents yet. i m too afraid.
not gonna say how much i got. but it was really really really bad.

cannot say that 8 other people failed with me.
cannot judge yourself with others.

the worse part was i couldnt find any area to add marks. and i didnt understand where went wrong. but i studied so hard. really hard. this is so unfair.

i could accept my marks until like after maths. so during maths i was still smiling. then after maths i cried. haha. yea slow reaction. i realised what people said last year. i looked steady and confident. its just i wore my mask. dun understand? dun need to.

i haven taken off my mask. so now i look super cool, carefree. bo chap about my results. but you cant see inside. everything is a mess in me. every thing is broken. like millions of tiny fragments of glass.

mummy, please dont scold me. i will work harder. plus i have already made arrangements with my maths teacher. will stay back a lot to do alot of maths with her.

actually, i wish this day never happened. this day really shattered me. its a pity its my birthday.

celebrated witha cake, and my family. watched zi zing zhi dian, got some ideas for choreography moves for ld.

i think jr ( qing tian) and gino ( tian xian) really rock at street dancing. ok. they rock at dancing. and 'monica' plus 'aki' rocked too. in a different dance way.

i m gg to try forget today.

mmm. my birthday tmr. yea.

getting very little presents. but nice ones. the biggest one was the one bryan gave me. heheh. shhh. not telling what it is. but i love it. and its a secret. scared mummy scold. haha. still, this thing will not distact me from studies. cos i have self control. so trust me mummy. and don't ask what is it.

waiting for more presents.

and smses, emails( i like smses better though haha.)..

still need to choreograph moves for aylssa and ethel. i did some choreographing for the centre portion already. yes. if i continue to work this hard i think but april i can lose some weight until 41?? haha. maybe maybe.

school talked about some serious stuff and i almost cried when lao shi talked a lot more in class about it.

today in pe lesson. somebody asked if i was an athelete. haha.
and after school today, when a few girls + me were in the classroom doing deco, i sang a bit. then jasmine asked if i was in choir.

haha. i take all these as compliments. i am good in sports, can sing well, is in ld drama syf, hahaha. i am so happy. these people made my day.

to kelvin: somebody asked if i was an athelete!! haha. means i am sporty! heheh.

missing him, missing her, gonna miss her. go figure.